Not always helpful (Carmela and Logan) - Eternal City RP2024-03-29T14:24:19Zhttps://eternalcityrp.com/forum/topics/not-always-helpful-carmela-and-logan?commentId=6610746%3AComment%3A427149&x=1&feed=yes&xn_auth=noDropping herself in the form…tag:eternalcityrp.com,2021-05-03:6610746:Comment:4271492021-05-03T02:28:15.941Z✓ Carmela Hidalgohttps://eternalcityrp.com/profile/C102
<p><span style="font-weight: 400;">Dropping herself in the form of a lost love one didn’t always hook the bait so to say. So as she sat there staring out at the lake she was sure that he wouldn’t show up. Maybe she shouldn’t have been so indirect. She was losing her touch. She had gotten so used to soothing mothers and their babies that she hadn’t used this ability in what felt like such a long time now. She looked to the hands that were not her own as they pressed to her knees for a quiet…</span></p>
<p><span style="font-weight: 400;">Dropping herself in the form of a lost love one didn’t always hook the bait so to say. So as she sat there staring out at the lake she was sure that he wouldn’t show up. Maybe she shouldn’t have been so indirect. She was losing her touch. She had gotten so used to soothing mothers and their babies that she hadn’t used this ability in what felt like such a long time now. She looked to the hands that were not her own as they pressed to her knees for a quiet moment as she tried to even remember what to answer to. Would she royal fuck this up? There was a reason she was good with mothers and babies over adult men.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-weight: 400;">Eventually his shadow came into view and she slowly moved her eyes up to look at him as he stood there staring for a long moment. Well this is awkward she thought to herself in that quiet moment but still just waited in that quiet moment to let him process what he <a href="https://media.tenor.com/images/ee51c88849ce250a680593018460570e/tenor.gif" target="_blank" rel="noopener"><img src="https://media.tenor.com/images/ee51c88849ce250a680593018460570e/tenor.gif?profile=RESIZE_710x" class="align-right"/></a>was seeing in front of him. She gave a gentle smile before she patted the space beside her. “Sit down Logan.” She said knowing his name from the bit of insight that she gained from him. “I am not what you think.” She said softly as she assured him.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-weight: 400;">“We do need to have a talk since you are dwelling on something you couldn’t control.” She said to him knowing that feeling of the world on your shoulders. “My death wasn’t your fault.” She said softer as her hand came to rest on his softly. “When are you going to see that and let it go?” She said gently as her eyes remind on him.</span></p> This morning was the best mor…tag:eternalcityrp.com,2021-03-30:6610746:Comment:4266312021-03-30T21:32:01.889Z✓ Logan Reeveshttps://eternalcityrp.com/profile/Inthewoodssomewhere
<p>This morning was the best morning he had had in a while managing to get a full two minutes of sleep which beat his record of thirty seconds. Obviously, this was not enough for anyone but with the nightmares and memories that haunted him and kept him from sleep there really was not much, he could do. He had tried sleep medications and medicinal ways but none worked. Work and home were what his life was now and occasionally he would help his sister with her training but other than that he had…</p>
<p>This morning was the best morning he had had in a while managing to get a full two minutes of sleep which beat his record of thirty seconds. Obviously, this was not enough for anyone but with the nightmares and memories that haunted him and kept him from sleep there really was not much, he could do. He had tried sleep medications and medicinal ways but none worked. Work and home were what his life was now and occasionally he would help his sister with her training but other than that he had become an enigma. A passing figure in a crowd of faces. </p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><em>I rubbed my face as I entered the cafe... Why was I here? Coffee... Right the chief wanted coffee. I personally did not drink any since I could not sleep anyway. I blew a breath past my lips, ignoring everyone because I knew their looks all too well. Most knew the rumours about me, they knew the lies and they believed them. I stopped ignoring the crowd when someone rudely bumped into me and caused me to spill the coffee in my hands. I growled faintly looking back at the man brushing myself off as I spun on my heels to head back on to the line to get another coffee. Instead, I froze when my eyes saw a familiar set in the crowd. I am tired so I had snapped that was it that had to be it. I turned away from the women I knew intimately trying to convince myself I had lost it at last and she was not real. </em></p>
<p><a href="https://64.media.tumblr.com/843687ee319026987bfe395113852c6f/tumblr_msj3x0pEFt1rzoil5o1_500.gif" target="_blank" rel="noopener"><img src="https://64.media.tumblr.com/843687ee319026987bfe395113852c6f/tumblr_msj3x0pEFt1rzoil5o1_500.gif?profile=RESIZE_710x" width="150" class="align-left"/></a>He breathed hard trying to hold himself together and not wanting to make a scene in the local cafe. All his red flags were waving telling him to trust his gut and not follow what he had seen. He was standing on the line again telling himself it was just a delusion and that she was not real. Before he could even process anything though he was jogging after her because at the end of the day she was the love of his life. He caught up to her quick but kept his distance still sure she was a lapse in his own sanity. When she sat he shook his head "no." He said to himself because he could not believe this was real. "No." He said again as he turned to walk away but he just stood there. He found it impossible to walk away so he spun again and approached extremely slow and stared at her for a long time once right in front of her. He looked around wondering if others could see her or would ot just seem like he had completely lost it all and would just be talking to himself. "Just... Just tell me you are not real. Tell me I am crazy so I know what to do." </p>