Sometimes It Rains (Open to Hanseol and Jaesung) COMPLETED - Eternal City RP2024-03-28T16:59:43Zhttps://eternalcityrp.com/forum/topics/sometimes-it-rains-open-to-hanseol-and-jaesung?commentId=6610746%3AComment%3A389202&xg_source=activity&feed=yes&xn_auth=noJae chuckled when Han teased…tag:eternalcityrp.com,2019-11-23:6610746:Comment:3927772019-11-23T12:07:42.286Z✓ Jaesung Moonhttps://eternalcityrp.com/profile/S
<p><a href="https://66.media.tumblr.com/ed15bac47a2a3f09d3c64d400319424a/tumblr_inline_pqmmrgzJKH1rifr4k_540.gif" rel="noopener" target="_blank"><img class="align-left" height="125" src="https://66.media.tumblr.com/ed15bac47a2a3f09d3c64d400319424a/tumblr_inline_pqmmrgzJKH1rifr4k_540.gif?profile=RESIZE_710x" width="245"></img></a> Jae chuckled when Han teased him for saying cheesy things, it was true that was usually the star’s domain but he was feeling especially sappy today, perhaps it was because he had begun accepting in his mind that his parents would likely not understand his relationship with Han but he did and that was all that really mattered. One day, he…</p>
<p><a href="https://66.media.tumblr.com/ed15bac47a2a3f09d3c64d400319424a/tumblr_inline_pqmmrgzJKH1rifr4k_540.gif" target="_blank" rel="noopener"><img src="https://66.media.tumblr.com/ed15bac47a2a3f09d3c64d400319424a/tumblr_inline_pqmmrgzJKH1rifr4k_540.gif?profile=RESIZE_710x" class="align-left" width="245" height="125"/></a>Jae chuckled when Han teased him for saying cheesy things, it was true that was usually the star’s domain but he was feeling especially sappy today, perhaps it was because he had begun accepting in his mind that his parents would likely not understand his relationship with Han but he did and that was all that really mattered. One day, he was going to be leading his own adult life, with a job and responsibilities. And he did see Han as part of that future, he saw him as a big part of it if he was honest because the Dhampir didn’t see himself ever wanting to be away from the star. “I cannot confirm or deny that” he answered his question about whether he watched him sleep, though the blush on his cheeks made it pretty evident that he did “I just like seeing you happy and peaceful the way you are then” especially when Han fell asleep in his arms like he did most nights.</p>
<p>Their talk about Yeontan made him chuckle because it was evident that the both of them absolutely adored the little pup and while he was a troublemaker, neither of them could actually bring themselves to tell him off “We’ve created a monster” he murmured softly as he looked back into Han’s eyes knowing even though they talked about this, before long they would let the pup come crawling back into bed with them. He grinned when Han nudged at his arm, glancing over at him and then running a hand through his hair “Don’t expose me” he spoke softly knowing his cheeks were warm with embarrassment and noting the way Han seemed pretty happy with the view.</p>
<p>Jae gave him a slightly hooded gaze when he said he appreciated the free rein “I mean it wouldn’t be the first time you’ve marked it up as yours” he commented a little cheekily with a playful glance in Han’s direction, though this would be the first time he’d been painted on, it was actually pretty therapeutic, especially because he got to watch the whole process unfold and get an up-close look at Han doing something he clearly loved. “You do impress me, such a strong man” he grinned slightly pretending to swoon as he looked back into his eyes. When Han said he wouldn’t be distracted Jae arched a curious brow “No? No temptation to cross the room and do more than just look?” he giggled slightly because he knew his boyfriend well enough to know he would find it hard to resist. He did break the gaze when he asked if he was too distracting for him though “Guilty” he spoke softly with a grin, he definitely found it hard to keep his distance when Han looked especially attractive.</p>
<p>Jae couldn’t stop the laughter which bubbled up in his chest when Han talked about having to tie up Yeon and Dae to prevent them from eating the food he wanted, he had to admit he had the feeling if Yeon wanted something enough it would be very hard to keep him from it “Somehow I don’t think they’d willingly let you have all the sweets” he snickered slightly, the dynamic between the four of them was definitely interesting but they all got along well now and he enjoyed spending time with them. He did roll his eyes when Han said they teased the both of them a lot though “Guessing we make it far too easy for them” he commented with a laugh, well he wasn’t exactly subtle when he sent Han puppy dog eyes from across the room and of course Dae being Dae, noticed everything.</p>
<p><a href="https://data.whicdn.com/images/332394313/original.gif" target="_blank" rel="noopener"><img src="https://data.whicdn.com/images/332394313/original.gif?profile=RESIZE_710x" class="align-right" width="251" height="140"/></a>Their friends definitely tended to be far more expressive with their wants, in fact, he found they were very open about what they found attractive and what they wanted in the bedroom, while he and Han tended to keep that between themselves. Which he preferred, as most of his wants revolved around the Celestial anyway “Yeah that joke got old fast huh?” he commented and laughed softly, though he had to wonder if Dae was serious sometimes given how much he eyed the Dhampir. He blushed slightly when Han said out loud that he dreamed about marrying him because that made his whole heart swell and soar like he was suddenly in the sky. Hearing Han talk about the painting and the meaning behind it had him looking at the star like he was lighting up the whole room “You’re so romantic and cheesy you know that?” he spoke it softly with a wide smile on his face as he leaned in and met Han’s lips with his own, kissing him softly as his hand rested against the side of his face “You’re welcome” he responded before dropping his hand to run down his shoulder and arm before clasping Han’s hand in his “Though I should probably wash this off before we make dinner” he spoke softly as she pushed to his feet and hesitantly tugged on Han’s hand as an invitation to come with him. Today had been an emotional day, but a good one.</p> When it comes down to cheesy…tag:eternalcityrp.com,2019-11-22:6610746:Comment:3927742019-11-22T15:51:33.045Z✓ Hanseol Parkhttps://eternalcityrp.com/profile/Gen
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;">When it comes down to cheesy stuff to be shown or said,<a href="https://storage.ning.com/topology/rest/1.0/file/get/3729610103?profile=original" rel="noopener" target="_blank"><img class="align-right" src="https://storage.ning.com/topology/rest/1.0/file/get/3729610103?profile=RESIZE_710x" width="240"></img></a> Han always took the crown so when he does get a glimpse of Jae doing the same, he had to capture the moment properly. It was just way too memorable for him to just see it once and act like it was normal because Jae was still dwelling around his…</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;">When it comes down to cheesy stuff to be shown or said,<a href="https://storage.ning.com/topology/rest/1.0/file/get/3729610103?profile=original" target="_blank" rel="noopener"><img src="https://storage.ning.com/topology/rest/1.0/file/get/3729610103?profile=RESIZE_710x" width="240" class="align-right"/></a> Han always took the crown so when he does get a glimpse of Jae doing the same, he had to capture the moment properly. It was just way too memorable for him to just see it once and act like it was normal because Jae was still dwelling around his comfort zone. The Celestial wanted his partner to feel like he could be himself around him and that's exactly what is happening. "Careful, now. You say things like that a little bit too fast and I may not be able to catch up with you, babe" he teased and brushed his finger against his cheek playfully. He always found it extremely relaxing whenever he received the chance to stroke his dhampir and praise him. Upon being stroked by the dhampir, Han was quick to flutter his eyes close when he felt the pads of his fingers touching his cheeks, it was moments like this; this intimacy that both of them craved a lot. "Are you telling me that you stare at me while I'm sound asleep, Jae?" he gaped and bit his bottom lip afterwards, attempting to suppress the blush. Though, he wasn't wrong, the doe-eyed Celestial always had a hard time trying to doze off, much less have a proper sleep.</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;"> But ever since Jae came into his life, they found a way to make him sleep and if it meant being held and cuddled by his lover? Then, Hanseol wasn't about to complain at all. All he needed was Jae to whisper into his ears while assuring him that he's safe, how he no longer needed to run away anymore. Even if it wasn't that easy in reality, if was more than enough to convince himself that he had a safe space with the dhampir. A snicker escaped the brunette when Jae pointed out that their devilish Pomeranian puppy isn't going to take it lightly if he were to be chased out or disciplined by his own owner, "He'll need to deal with it then. If we continue to spoil him, then he'll never see it to rest." Better to prepare now rather than later, even if Han knew it was more likely for him to fall asleep with the puppy rested in his embrace if anything. He nudged Jae playfully when he said the Celestial was the bossier out of them two, "You like me being bossy, let's be real" he cooed and his grin gradually grew when he saw the flushed and flustered look on his lover, god he loves it when this happens, he loves it when he was able to tease him like that. </span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;">He lifted his gaze up from his chest to meet the dhampir's dark hues, where he then grinned sheepishly and leaned close, "I appreciate being given such free rein." When his chin was lifted up to also meet Jae's gaze, the Celestial found himself giggling softly, "What can I say… I like to impress my boyfriend." He may be oblivious to a lot of things but even Han noticed how Jae looked buffer and more built as of late, taking in the considerations that perhaps his partner is also a regular at the gym now. "What do you mean it'll be distracting? I mean, aside from the fact that I may drool while watching my strong boyfriend, which I can totally understand, I don't think it's distracting" A smirk surfaced as he tilted his head slightly to the side so he could tease him further, "Or am</span> <b>I</b> <span style="font-weight: 400;">too distracting for</span> <b>you</b><span style="font-weight: 400;">?" That signature boxy grin has got to make a place in his heart since long ago because it was making him question everything right now, one smile was all that it took for him to topple down the stairs looking all dazed and lovestruck.</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;"><a href="https://storage.ning.com/topology/rest/1.0/file/get/3729630079?profile=original" target="_blank" rel="noopener"><img src="https://storage.ning.com/topology/rest/1.0/file/get/3729630079?profile=RESIZE_710x" width="240" class="align-left"/></a> His breath hitched slightly when he heard his deep baritone voice travel into his ears, saying his name again, if he could faint from happiness, he probably would. A shudder ran down his spine as soon as those few syllables were uttered by the other male, leaving the goosebumps to make its trail, especially after Jae ran his fingers down his back earlier. "I will tie those two against a tree so high up to finish all the sweets before they get down to the table," If he was going to go for it, he may as well make it realistic and believable. He couldn't exactly keep those two away, they were quite strong respectively and could no doubt take him down with ease. But at least he could rush to finish all the sweets. "They tease us for doing the bare minimum, I'm not surprised." Last time, Dae had pointed them staring at each other from across the room so much that he asked them that an empty room is always there for their convenience which enabled a flushed Jae and Han. </span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;">The way he had swallowed after the Celestial's remark made him smirk wider, "Don't worry, before long, they'd be occupied with each other so much they'd impale us if we try to interrupt. Or more likely… to ask us to join." Knowing the two of them? It's not exactly a far-fetched idea. His heart felt like it was just punched by the dhampir with his dhampir-like strength because Han kept staring at Jae like he was his entire world, which was also affirmative. "I do… I dreamt of marrying you" he murmured softly and blushed when the painting finally came to light. "It's whatever you would like to perceive. When you look at it closely, it could be a flower or another thing entirely. It depends on how you interpret it. For me, you see this blooming shining center? It represents my heart and yours clashing with one another, molding into each other. The purple petals signify my trust and passion for you… when your heart trumps mine, it was released." When his hand engulfed his, Han felt so accomplished after a while, "I did it…" he murmured softly and was so overcome with happiness that he was able to achieve this again he pulled Jae close before pressing his lips against the dhampir's. "Thank you."</span></p> Together, he really loved tha…tag:eternalcityrp.com,2019-11-19:6610746:Comment:3926312019-11-19T00:16:56.164Z✓ Jaesung Moonhttps://eternalcityrp.com/profile/S
<p><a href="https://66.media.tumblr.com/5f629197c49d358a9c17b3be11770bfe/tumblr_inline_pqmmtaCGrT1rifr4k_540.gif" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank"><img class="align-right" src="https://66.media.tumblr.com/5f629197c49d358a9c17b3be11770bfe/tumblr_inline_pqmmtaCGrT1rifr4k_540.gif?profile=RESIZE_710x"></img></a> Together, he really loved that word. There was a time this year where he was starting to wonder if he would have to go this alone and while he probably could, it had been a scary moment for him because he realized that ever since he had come to this city he had someone on his side who was always looking out for him. Even before…</p>
<p><a rel="nofollow noopener" href="https://66.media.tumblr.com/5f629197c49d358a9c17b3be11770bfe/tumblr_inline_pqmmtaCGrT1rifr4k_540.gif" target="_blank"><img src="https://66.media.tumblr.com/5f629197c49d358a9c17b3be11770bfe/tumblr_inline_pqmmtaCGrT1rifr4k_540.gif?profile=RESIZE_710x" class="align-right"/></a>Together, he really loved that word. There was a time this year where he was starting to wonder if he would have to go this alone and while he probably could, it had been a scary moment for him because he realized that ever since he had come to this city he had someone on his side who was always looking out for him. Even before they dated, Han had been the person who came into his life with the intention of saying there and for someone who had always chased down others and wanted them to live him, it was refreshing for the feeling to be completely mutual. “Yes we will and now we’ve gotten over our first hurdle I feel like we can do anything” cheesy he knew but they communicated so well now and were so open with their emotions, there was no bottled up pain threatening to explode sooner or later. “But you look adorable when you’re asleep, your eyes flutter really delicately when you’re dreaming” he reached out to stroke the side of his face “But I usually fall asleep before you, I wasn’t wasting the opportunity” holding Han while he slept had been a particularly fond memory because he looked so serene and peaceful.</p>
<p>“He gets mad when you ignore him for like ten seconds” he spoke with knowing eyes, how that pup whimpered every time that Han locked him out of their room. “He’s not going to like it at all but someone’s got to show him who’s boss and we know you’re the…” he gave a slightly playful smirk in Han’s direction “Bossier of us two” though Yeontan seemed to get a free pass most of the time because Han had such a soft spot for animals. Han’s reaction to his workouts did make the Dhampir flush a little because he seemed so intrigued by the development which in turn made Jae feel more attractive and assured in his physique “Not like I gave you free rein or anything” he teased it softly but it had been nice, seeing the way Han worked with his hands and slowly applied the paint, he had been watching the star as he worked and he had to admit he found the concentrated stare he gave as he painted against his chest sexy. “Well I have an unfair advantage whereas this, he gestured to Han’s muscular arms “Is all hard work and you still manage to lift me as though I weight nothing” he snickered slightly letting Han pull his chin up and meeting his eyes for a moment.</p>
<p>He got a little nervous when Han suggested working out together though, Jae had been working very hard on his body but he still had insecurities about the way it looked and he knew Han had been a gym regular for a while now, he blushed softly but nodded “Won’t it be distracting for us though?” he knew it would be for him anyway, seeing as Han being shirtless always affixed his attention, the star could only be changing to another shirt but it would still draw Jae’s attention. He felt his heart flutter at the way Han assured him how important he was to him, Han had there little ways of reminding Jae every day just how significant he was. When Han asked him to say his name again he grinned his signature boxy grin because that was such a sweet and simple ask, he cuddled up against him in that brief but meaningful hug they shared, his lips close to the Celestial’s ear as he spoke again “My Hanseol” he spoke gently as he fingers slowly ran down his back and then he let him go, leaning back so he could admire the paintwork so far.</p>
<p>He couldn’t help but laugh at the way Han pouted when he pointed out how much the three of them ate though it was even funnier when he realized Han was bothered by the suggestion he would actually share his food “It really depends with you, but if there are sweets on the table then may the Gods help anyone who tries to get between them and you” he giggled softly knowing how much Han loved food, which was why he often made the effort to bring him home a treat after class some nights. “And then they have the audacity to tease us for taking so long” because no way in hell was Jae leaving that shower for those two when he was pretty sure they literally waited for the worst moment possible to show up and he was going to suspect the Valkyr’s hearing had something to do with that. He was looking into Han’s eyes and saw the way his gaze intensified at the mention of getting a bell for Christmas, he swallowed hard, naturally reacting to Han’s somewhat seductive statement “So I wasn't the only one who noticed them eyeing one another” he commented with a furrowed brow “It doesn’t seem like them to hold back from what they want though” if it meant they’d be occupied with each other instead of interrupting him and Han he’d be all for it.</p>
<p>The way that Han completely lit up at what he said had the Dhampir’s heart fluttering and he blushed softly as he noticed the way his eyes grew bigger like he was looking back at the most important thing in the world “I mean I think we both have a lot of life to figure out first but” he nodded slightly, breaking into a lopsided grin which assured the Celestial he had definitely thought about it “Who <a rel="nofollow noopener" href="https://66.media.tumblr.com/c0935bc49fbb7e05ffd0f8b54a3f1f73/tumblr_p1qvjm2aWE1wyvqj6o2_500.gifv" target="_blank"><img src="https://66.media.tumblr.com/c0935bc49fbb7e05ffd0f8b54a3f1f73/tumblr_p1qvjm2aWE1wyvqj6o2_500.gifv?profile=RESIZE_710x" class="align-left" width="225" height="225"/></a>wouldn’t dream about marrying you someday” Jae had always felt like he was punching a little with Han but he was sure the star disagreed. Han made him happier than any person ever had before and he wanted that to carry on for his entire life, however long that may last. His eyes trailed downwards when Han said he was done with the painting, gasping a little because the flower he had painted looked so beautiful and it’s petals spread over all different parts of his body so delicately “Purple?” he spoke it softly wondering if there was meaning behind the colors he chose.</p>
<p>“It’s beautiful” he spoke softly as he reached for Han’s hand and closed both of his around it “You did it” he spoke it in an encouraging tone because this was the first painting that Han made in about a month or so now and it was absolutely stunning. Jae was relieved and elated to see the design on his chest because it confirmed what he was hoping, that Han still had the ability to make beautiful art like this.</p> Jae always had something new…tag:eternalcityrp.com,2019-11-18:6610746:Comment:3926232019-11-18T15:06:38.641Z✓ Hanseol Parkhttps://eternalcityrp.com/profile/Gen
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;"><a href="https://78.media.tumblr.com/193fc1cb9948be95e308a5851b65973f/tumblr_p9hwvm1nhS1x5679go1_400.gif" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank"><img class="align-left" src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/193fc1cb9948be95e308a5851b65973f/tumblr_p9hwvm1nhS1x5679go1_400.gif?profile=RESIZE_710x" width="240"></img></a> Jae always had something new to bring to his life and Han is eternally grateful that the dhampir feels that he could share those aspects with him because it really means a lot to the Celestial to have such an emotional part of his man. "I agree… there is so much laid in front…</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;"><a rel="nofollow noopener" href="https://78.media.tumblr.com/193fc1cb9948be95e308a5851b65973f/tumblr_p9hwvm1nhS1x5679go1_400.gif" target="_blank"><img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/193fc1cb9948be95e308a5851b65973f/tumblr_p9hwvm1nhS1x5679go1_400.gif?profile=RESIZE_710x" width="240" class="align-left"/></a>Jae always had something new to bring to his life and Han is eternally grateful that the dhampir feels that he could share those aspects with him because it really means a lot to the Celestial to have such an emotional part of his man. "I agree… there is so much laid in front of us and we're just getting started. We have so many to go through, so many hurdles and obstacles alike" he pursed his lips slightly and ended up grinning, "but we'll do it together. We will go through it together." He blushed visibly when Jae reminded him of that time he had to carry him back, he always did forget his boyfriend is a whole dhampir and was quite literally stronger than him physically, "You think I look cute always, baby. I remember I probably was drooling over the desk and you still took the chance to take a photo because it's a</span> <b>memory to remember</b><span style="font-weight: 400;">" he rolled his eyes in feigned annoyance, but since it was Jae, he never bothered to tell him to delete or anything. "If you wanted a photo, you could've just told me you wanted some, I'd gladly take photos for you, my boyfriend" he cooed. However, he does like to lay his head against Jae's shoulder because it was broad and comfortable enough for him to rest on. </span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;">"So… more discipline lessons for our Pomeranian? Got it. If he gets mad at me, it's your fault" he crossed his arms, his tone clearly saying that he was going to put the entire burden and fault on Jae if Yeontan ends up sulking. They both know that Han wouldn't be able to say no to the Pomeranian puppy even if he wants to. His eyes widened as he covered his mouth with one hand when Jae said he's been adding weight training too, "Oh wow… weight training? No wonder your chest feels firmer… I mean not that I've been feeling it or anything" he quickly cleared his throat as he attempted to dismiss that. It didn't help that his blush had deepened when Jae said he couldn't exceed the master, it made the Celestial nudge him a bit hard because his cheeks had been flaming up because of it. "You say that now, one day you may. You're already so much stronger, you're my dhampir who could beat me easily when he wants to" he purposely used Jae's signature chin lift using his index finger to lift the dhampir's chin playfully. </span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;">"Maybe next time, we can work out together? I'd love to watch you for a change" He was curious to see how strong his boyfriend is though, the thought of watching him lift things up is just attractive to him. "You're right, we'll know the highs without the lows. The important thing is we remain strong and will go through all of that with a sound mind because you're the most important person to me. Your heart is the most important thing to me." He wasn't just saying this, it meant everything to him, the same way Jae meant everything to him. Hearing Jae call him his daystar and his name made the doe-eyed Celestial's heart flutter, as if he could fly at any given moment, "Have I told you how much I love hearing you call my name? Hanseol. It's very attractive coming from you. Can you say it again?" His voice sounded so vulnerable while whispering in his ears, and so was his body as Jae engulfed him into a hug. His hand was already drawing the flower petals which doesn't really resemble one but would eventually make sense in the end once he finishes it. </span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;">Han's lips were jutted out in a pout when Jae pointed out <a href="https://storage.ning.com/topology/rest/1.0/file/get/3718667378?profile=original" target="_blank" rel="noopener"><img src="https://storage.ning.com/topology/rest/1.0/file/get/3718667378?profile=RESIZE_710x" width="240" class="align-right"/></a>that the three of them being him, Yeon, and Dae, could eat an entire store, "That is if I was ever going to share to begin with. You know I won't share my food even if the world is ending and I need to help them survive." Okay, not true. Han would never be so selfish but it was a point he needed to deliver. He scrunched his nose up when he was reminded of how the two always knew how to make their appearances known whenever the two of them were occupied with one another, "First, the couch. Two, in the shower, three, while I was cooking!" he huffed. "Can't they get a better timing…" His eyes darkened considerably as he licked his lips and leaned closer, "With this tongue out, maybe I'll end up giving</span> <b>you</b> <span style="font-weight: 400;">a bell for Christmas" he winked suggestively and chuckled. "I can give Yeon another collar, he'd look good in it and rock them, Dae would probably appreciate the sight too, everyone knows he's been wanting another piece of that." </span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;">He could feel Jae's heart pounding against his chest while he was trailing his fingers around it, his answer wasn't unexpected, "One day you want to give me that?" As if his eyes wasn't big enough, it grew bigger. "You really do? Are you telling me I wasn't the only fool fantasizing about calling you my husband?" His hands stopped briefly before resuming, his cheeks were basically a flash red of tomatoes right now, and even his ears are red. He knew he couldn't say any word afterwards because he was too taken aback by his response so for the next few minutes, Han occupied himself to focus solely on finishing the painting on Jae's body. The black, white, and red earlier had now been blended with other colors to form purple, where he quickly added a simple touch up by smearing the last color on Jae before brushing against them, "There… all done." The center of the flower was basically at the center of his chest.</span></p> Jae smiled effortlessly, it w…tag:eternalcityrp.com,2019-11-14:6610746:Comment:3922332019-11-14T23:40:37.902Z✓ Jaesung Moonhttps://eternalcityrp.com/profile/S
<p><a href="https://66.media.tumblr.com/4968d81f35f2d06bdd71cbfd009244d3/tumblr_inline_pqmmrkSqTb1rifr4k_540.gif" rel="noopener" target="_blank"><img class="align-left" height="129" src="https://66.media.tumblr.com/4968d81f35f2d06bdd71cbfd009244d3/tumblr_inline_pqmmrkSqTb1rifr4k_540.gif?profile=RESIZE_710x" width="253"></img></a> Jae smiled effortlessly, it was amazing how much life had changed for the two of them in the space of a year and while it wasn’t entirely attributed to one another, they definitely brought a lot to one another’s lives. “And to think we’re standing at the bottom of the hill right now and there’s still so much to climb” to do that alone…</p>
<p><a href="https://66.media.tumblr.com/4968d81f35f2d06bdd71cbfd009244d3/tumblr_inline_pqmmrkSqTb1rifr4k_540.gif" target="_blank" rel="noopener"><img src="https://66.media.tumblr.com/4968d81f35f2d06bdd71cbfd009244d3/tumblr_inline_pqmmrkSqTb1rifr4k_540.gif?profile=RESIZE_710x" class="align-left" width="253" height="129"/></a>Jae smiled effortlessly, it was amazing how much life had changed for the two of them in the space of a year and while it wasn’t entirely attributed to one another, they definitely brought a lot to one another’s lives. “And to think we’re standing at the bottom of the hill right now and there’s still so much to climb” to do that alone sounded daunting, but to do that with Han at his side, he knew it would be filled with cheesy lines and laughing till he cried and chatting about anything and everything. “I thought you looked pretty cute, all exhausted because you’d been working so hard” Jae remembered wrapping Han’s arm around his neck and carrying him home, holding him close to his chest and just seeing the way he relaxed in his arms to the point he was fast asleep again before they got home. “He definitely thinks he’s managed to stake a claim in the bed but then we let him get away with it so really it’s our fault” he laughed softly, giving a playful gaze at the Celestial because Han complained but never actually made the pup leave.</p>
<p>Jae had a slightly sheepish look on his face when Han mentioned that he’d been working out “Well I took your advice and kept going running until I got into the habit of it, then I added the weight training and this is the results” he was actually quite proud of how far he had come and how committed he had been to the training, especially because it was very time consuming and it was easy to push it away “but I learned from the master, I could never exceed him” he grinned slightly, Han’s physique had always been a massive attraction for Jae. He watched Han as he took in what Jae was trying to say about the place their relationship was in “You wouldn’t know how to recognize the highs without the lows” he spoke softly as he rubbed softly against Han’s side “The real test is being able to hold onto one another throughout every change in altitude” and he didn’t intend on letting Han go, that was for sure.</p>
<p>“Then no one will be able to get between us” he spoke softly as he looked into Han’s eyes, it was hard for him to believe he could ever feel anything less for him than he did right now because the other male was so important and central to his life now. “And you are mine, my Daystar, my Hanseol” he stroked hand gently in circles on Han’s back while they embraced one another close. Jae had to think back to a few months ago before the breakup and he wasn’t sure they would be able to have this conversation back then without it becoming far more difficult than this. When Han said he loved him too Jae felt his heart swell because every time he heard that he felt so important and wanted, those words alone could make his entire day. But what was really bringing him joy today was seeing the way Han was caught up in painting against his chest and making art, something he hadn’t seen from him in many months. “If we invite Yeon and Dae over there probably won’t be any leftovers at all, I swear you three could eat an entire store” he laughed softly, Jae definitely ate the least out of them all. He did frown when Han said they would cock block though “They do like to pick their moments huh” he commented thinking of when they had been making out on the couch and the two of them showed up out of nowhere.</p>
<p><a href="https://66.media.tumblr.com/2b3995df84279ca36106d681811a86af/tumblr_inline_pqmnd26chD1rifr4k_540.gif" target="_blank" rel="noopener"><img src="https://66.media.tumblr.com/2b3995df84279ca36106d681811a86af/tumblr_inline_pqmnd26chD1rifr4k_540.gif?profile=RESIZE_710x" class="align-right"/></a>He laughed and nodded a few times “You do realize if we give him anything loud he’ll find an excuse to make it loud in the middle of the night though” he chuckled lowly and then eyed him softly “Which devil in disguise, you’ll have to be more specific” he poked his tongue out at Han playfully “Though that Volakiri of yours probably wouldn’t fit Yeontan’s collars so” he laughed softly in a teasing way because while he had made up with Yeon and the two of them got along decently now, he still liked to tease about the other male.</p>
<p>Jae wasn’t looking at the painting on his chest, he was looking at Han, his heart pounding a little as he waited for his answer on what he wanted. His breath hitched a little when he heard it and he processed what Han was trying to tell him. He wasn’t surprised, he had seen the effect the star had on those girls who had helped him out with his grand date gesture and Han was the traditional type who valued the little things in life and the bigger things it seemed. “It's not silly” he insisted back in response to his words and shook his head slightly “It’s big goals which will take time to achieve but it’s not silly Han” he looked into his eyes to affirm that he meant it “One day I want to give you that” he spoke it softly but it was meaningful, they still had a lot of growing to do before they were ready for marriage and kids, he was sure they both knew that, but Jae would be lying if he said he didn’t want to call Han his husband someday.</p> He saw the expression on Jae…tag:eternalcityrp.com,2019-11-14:6610746:Comment:3922012019-11-14T13:25:35.484Z✓ Hanseol Parkhttps://eternalcityrp.com/profile/Gen
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;">He saw the expression on Jae once he decided to dim his<a href="https://media1.tenor.com/images/5e890caffd4de55e4f3a74c479379f8a/tenor.gif" rel="noopener" target="_blank"><img class="align-right" src="https://media1.tenor.com/images/5e890caffd4de55e4f3a74c479379f8a/tenor.gif?profile=RESIZE_710x" width="240"></img></a> own glow down, he was fully aware that the dhampir preferred to see how brightly he could glow whenever he allows his emotions to control it and while he does too, Han had to make sure it wouldn't be blinding. It could get uncomfortable, after all.…</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;">He saw the expression on Jae once he decided to dim his<a href="https://media1.tenor.com/images/5e890caffd4de55e4f3a74c479379f8a/tenor.gif" target="_blank" rel="noopener"><img src="https://media1.tenor.com/images/5e890caffd4de55e4f3a74c479379f8a/tenor.gif?profile=RESIZE_710x" width="240" class="align-right"/></a> own glow down, he was fully aware that the dhampir preferred to see how brightly he could glow whenever he allows his emotions to control it and while he does too, Han had to make sure it wouldn't be blinding. It could get uncomfortable, after all. "Of course you would never ask me to dull my shine… but I have to be sure that I won't be blinding my sweet boyfriend. His words may be the main asset but his eyes are equally beautiful as his heart, so…." You succeed, I succeed. Those words always made Hanseol feel equal in the terms of this relationship where he was sure, Jae had felt similarly neglected in this case, once upon a time ago. But he's fixed that. Somewhat. It's going steadily. "A year ago I was just getting started on making sure my life is on the right track. I got into this amazing internship programme the year before and managed to get a chance to further my studies this year while working. Who would have known that I would find a boyfriend along the way? But god did I like that stop I needed to do just so I can examine this resting place before resuming my journey, this time, with that person I brought with me." In a way, that was Han's way of telling Jae that he was also a big part of his life now. </span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;">His cheeks flamed up as soon as the mention of him falling asleep on his working desk back in his office at the clinic resurfaced, which prompted the Celestial to cover his face and groaned in embarrassment, "Ugh, don't remind me. That was one time, Jae. I don't know about you but the thought of me falling asleep while drooling on my desk is not a picture I want embedded inside here" he then tapped on his head before grimacing. "I must've looked horrible" he grumbled whiningly because he could already picture how badly he looked. A scowl flashed upon his face when Jae brought up how Yeontan had this tendency of disobeying and rebelling by doing exactly what they have told him not to do, "He had the audacity to push me away with his tiny feet the last time…" There were times when the Pomeranian would end up snuggling in between them just to be the divider and the doe-eyed Celestial always complained about it. </span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;">The smallest reactions he could get from Jae, it was more than enough for him. It was always enough, the way his breath would hitch considerably when Han did something out of the ordinary to surprise him, that was his favorite expression ever. It was so content and pure. He nodded as he hummed softly in affirmation, "Mhmm… quite the canvas. I have to admit, your chest is sturdier than before. Has my baby been working out? At this point, you're going to beat me at being a muscle bunny, Jae" he purposely whined just because he wanted to take this chance to be playful with the dhampir, halting halfway because he wanted to brush the center of his chest. The fact that Jae had used the endearment term while addressing him made him feel slightly relieved that he wasn't mad, he didn't mean to show his uneasiness so openly but he couldn't help it when he couldn't control his emotions then, he craned his neck instinctively when Jae rubbed against it softly and sighed, "Why does it have to be so complicated? For once in our lives, can't things just… go easy?" He knew it wasn't supposed to be easy but Han being Han longed for that feeling too. Without feeling conflicted or in doubt that something would wash this picture he had of them together away, one day.</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;"> "Well, if they have to drag you away, I can promise you that I won't ever let you go, they'll have to cross over my body first before attempting to take you away from me" he grinned sheepishly and brushed his thumbs soothingly underneath his eyes, "You're mine, remember?" He knee Jae was more likely to choke up on his own tears when talking about something so sensitive such as this which was why he made sure to comfort him by hugging him, which may have worked in his favor. The sacred three words made his heart flutter every time, Jae could say it so many times and he would never get over the feels. "I love you too" he cooed and stroked his hair gently before resuming his painting, he was determined to get something done today and he didn't exactly want to make Jae wait for another hour, he'll be sore. "Talk about being spoiled and wasteful" he pulled a look when he mentioned the 3 weeks worth of leftover, "I can already hear Yeon and Dae scowling at the food wastage. You sure they wouldn't crash our place for the sake of doing so? If not for the food, then for the cock block" he had said it bluntly because it hasn't been the first time that has happened either. </span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;"><a href="https://media1.tenor.com/images/ab2b17403332d78843f1c020dfab277b/tenor.gif?itemid=14593954" target="_blank" rel="noopener"><img src="https://media1.tenor.com/images/ab2b17403332d78843f1c020dfab277b/tenor.gif?itemid=14593954&profile=RESIZE_710x" width="240" class="align-left"/></a>"We can give him a new collar, too… let's not forget to do our Christmas gift shopping. Pretty sure that devil in disguise is going to expect a gift" he teased because knowing Yeontan, he's a big sulky pet. He fell into a brief silence as his hands stopped painting for a while before he eventually resumed painting the flower on his chest, "I want a family. I never thought I'd be that family-oriented guy who wanted to live his domesticated life. But the thought of having people to go home to every time I check out and stopped by the bakery to bring a few sweet treats back home to… it warms my heart greatly. I won't lie, Jae" his eyes glanced up to meet the dhampir's dark gaze, his own orbs telling the genuine truth behind it, "I want to have a spouse and children at home. It's a far-fetched idea… but I don't exactly have the capacity to think small, right? You have to think big… That's what Yeon told me. Though he'd probably laugh at me because I'm a kid myself… how can I take care of another kid" he had dismissed it with a wry laugh but the tight lipped smile told Jae everything he needed to know. "I know it's a bit silly but…"</span></p> The light Han was emitting ju…tag:eternalcityrp.com,2019-11-14:6610746:Comment:3919942019-11-14T00:53:25.793Z✓ Jaesung Moonhttps://eternalcityrp.com/profile/S
<p><a href="https://66.media.tumblr.com/7d1a6cba539f3d49f8f1fa7617815758/tumblr_inline_pqmo0a6G4g1rifr4k_540.gif" rel="noopener" target="_blank"><img class="align-right" src="https://66.media.tumblr.com/7d1a6cba539f3d49f8f1fa7617815758/tumblr_inline_pqmo0a6G4g1rifr4k_540.gif?profile=RESIZE_710x"></img></a> The light Han was emitting just kept getting brighter the longer they talked and Jae just loved to see the way the star let himself run away with his emotions sometimes, which is why he felt the absence of it when Han realized and purposely dialed back the glow which made Jae chuckle softly “Why would I ever want to ask you to dull your…</p>
<p><a href="https://66.media.tumblr.com/7d1a6cba539f3d49f8f1fa7617815758/tumblr_inline_pqmo0a6G4g1rifr4k_540.gif" target="_blank" rel="noopener"><img src="https://66.media.tumblr.com/7d1a6cba539f3d49f8f1fa7617815758/tumblr_inline_pqmo0a6G4g1rifr4k_540.gif?profile=RESIZE_710x" class="align-right"/></a>The light Han was emitting just kept getting brighter the longer they talked and Jae just loved to see the way the star let himself run away with his emotions sometimes, which is why he felt the absence of it when Han realized and purposely dialed back the glow which made Jae chuckle softly “Why would I ever want to ask you to dull your shine” he grinned back at him, eyes wide as though he was looking back at his entire world. “That is what I promised you right? I feel like when you succeed, I succeed and when you’re happy” he grinned slightly leaning in closer to him for a moment. “Certainly not me” he spoke softly and shrugged slightly “If you asked me a year ago what I expected to find when I moved to Evermore, I wouldn’t have said love” that had just never been something Jae actively tried to seek out and yet somehow it had found him in the most unique way possible and to him it felt natural and right.</p>
<p>“Well there is hope for me as long as you haven’t fallen asleep at your desk” he chuckled softly, sometimes Han would put his phone on silent when he was at work so it didn’t interrupt him when he was with customers but that meant Jae had almost no hope of waking him up if he ended up passing out at his desk. “I still remember showing up to the clinic gone midnight only to find you snoring away against the desk” he laughed softly and stroked his face “Besides Yeontan likes stealing your half of the bed” he teased it softly because the pup knew he wasn’t allowed there which made him want the spot even more, sometimes he would hop up there when he and Han were about to stumble into bed together. He felt his breath hitch in his throat as Han teased him a little before complimenting him and a slight smile spread across Jae’s lips, closing his eyes as he took in the kiss Han placed against his cheek “Quite the canvas for your painting huh?” he spoke it softly because until now Han had managed to do something with the paint which felt like a good sign.</p>
<p>Jae wasn’t trying to be accusatory, he was trying to understand where Han’s headspace was at and if he had done anything to make the other male doubt his intentions because he wanted to be able to reassure him of where he stood. Jae wasn’t the kind of person who did things by half-measures and so when he fell for Han, he fell hard and here he was now, so incredibly caught up by the Celestial. “Don’t worry baby, I’m not going to be mad at you for the truth” he reassured him as he rubbed softly against the back of his shoulders “It would be terrible to pretend like everything was going to be perfect because it isn’t” he spoke it softly as he looked into his eyes and attempted to gauge his emotions. He stroked softly against Han’s neck “But I can assure you I’m not going anywhere, they’d have to drag me away from you Hanseol Park” he laughed gently as he leaned into the touch against his cheeks knowing Han was trying to wipe his tears away so he did his best to swallow them down.</p>
<p><a href="https://66.media.tumblr.com/990f4e28aa198d14b40998b70bc3ba8e/tumblr_inline_pqmpgezAB11rifr4k_540.gif" target="_blank" rel="noopener"><img src="https://66.media.tumblr.com/990f4e28aa198d14b40998b70bc3ba8e/tumblr_inline_pqmpgezAB11rifr4k_540.gif?profile=RESIZE_710x" class="align-left"/></a>Jae wanted to respond to Han’s words but he felt himself getting a little choked up, his windpipe going dry so he was glad when Han pulled him in against his chest, hesitating because he was covered in paint but before long wrapping his arms around Han and just holding him there for a moment “I love you” he murmured quietly against the material, he loved how open they could be with one another now and how it truly felt like they were conquering things together. “We’re going to have so many stupidly happy moments” he spoke gently able to picture them in his mind and Han only brought it life while talking about Christmas “Yeah we’ll have to go pick out a tree and lights for the house, plan to cook a crazy amount of food which we’ll be eating leftovers of for at least 3 weeks” he giggled softly leaning against Han’s shoulder “We can even get Yeontan a little bell” he grinned slightly knowing how annoying he would be with that.</p>
<p>He let out a sigh of relief when Han went back to painting and he felt the way he was swiping his fingers over his chest in repeated motions which he was sure was drawing something out on his chest “What about you Han? I know you have your doubts about what future you might have but” he leaned back a little to make himself comfortable while the Celestial continued to paint his chest “What would you choose?” he had to admit he was curious to know what an immortal star’s goals in life would be. Jae got the feeling Han was very family-oriented from the way he was with his dogs and around the Dhampir so he wouldn’t be surprised if Han’s wishes aligned with that.</p> Whenever Jae stares back at h…tag:eternalcityrp.com,2019-11-13:6610746:Comment:3918082019-11-13T15:56:07.131Z✓ Hanseol Parkhttps://eternalcityrp.com/profile/Gen
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;"><a href="https://78.media.tumblr.com/c99a847b46a06e327a27cf7b6e477c04/tumblr_p5s3ne4Apo1w8ve6ho2_400.gif" rel="noopener" target="_blank"><img class="align-left" src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/c99a847b46a06e327a27cf7b6e477c04/tumblr_p5s3ne4Apo1w8ve6ho2_400.gif?profile=RESIZE_710x" width="240"></img></a> Whenever Jae stares back at him with an equal look marred of disbelief and surprise, the Celestial always took pride in that because he was the one who managed to bring about the emotions that says so. He never stopped being cheesy and sappy throughout the entire time with Jae because…</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;"><a href="https://78.media.tumblr.com/c99a847b46a06e327a27cf7b6e477c04/tumblr_p5s3ne4Apo1w8ve6ho2_400.gif" target="_blank" rel="noopener"><img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/c99a847b46a06e327a27cf7b6e477c04/tumblr_p5s3ne4Apo1w8ve6ho2_400.gif?profile=RESIZE_710x" width="240" class="align-left"/></a>Whenever Jae stares back at him with an equal look marred of disbelief and surprise, the Celestial always took pride in that because he was the one who managed to bring about the emotions that says so. He never stopped being cheesy and sappy throughout the entire time with Jae because a part of him understood that's what he does best and the dhampir never once complained about the overload charging. He closed his eyes momentarily and he leaned into his touch when Jae stroked his cheek softly, he loves it when they show their intimacy to each other, the simplest hand holding could turn out the best highlight of their day and he was living for every single moment of it. Once he realized his glow grew a tad brighter, his cheeks flushed considerably and he managed to dim it down later on, apologizing sheepishly towards Jae for almost blinding him, "Sorry, I always forget that I glow according to my emotions. Next time, let me know so I wouldn't be trying to blind my boyfriend, okay?" he nudged him playfully and grinned bashfully, almost tempted to bop his nose once again after he scrunched it, "My number one cheerleader, how lucky. Everyone else should be envious of me, I have a whole personal cheerleader squad led by you."</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;"> In almost all parts, the two of them were still young and new to their prospect; this relationship that they seem to have currently. But they have also learned from their mistakes, Han knew to control his impulsive tendencies and emotions under wraps better than usual and Jae grew more mature about things, he was even more understanding. Han aspired to be the same, or at least close to what Jae is. There were a few things Jae could do that the Celestial unfortunately couldn't, and he doesn't mind it because it only means the dhampir is the other half completing his heart puzzle. Now they've begun thinking about their lives and Jae just so happened to hold a big key to solve this puzzle. It was basically taletelling that if there was no Jae, his life wouldn't be near what it is now. He needs him. No, he</span> <b>wants</b> <span style="font-weight: 400;">him. And Hanseol wouldn't have it any other way. "You're my other half so it makes sense that you bring out the best in me." A scoff escaped him as Jae remarked about his needs being neglected, "Right, I always forget I have someone waiting for me. I guess it's still so surreal to know that I have a whole boyfriend in my life. Who knew that was in store for me?"</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;"> It was a beautiful recurrence, whenever he reminds himself of that, Han would often grin stupidly. "A few voice recordings and pictures would send me rushing back home though, you know that" he exclaimed, the last time he did that, Jar called him and the groggy just-woke-up-from-sleep voice was way too tempting for Han to ignore. Especially that picture that he once sent of him and Yeontan snuggled against each other, the Pomeranian taking</span> <b>his</b> <span style="font-weight: 400;">side of the bed, no less. It had sent him sprinting home. The brunette distinctly heard the word beautiful being uttered by the dhampir when he nipped on his ear, causing him to smirk wryly and press a kiss against his cheek just because he could, "I agree. The sight before me is very beautiful. What an ethereal being." He really didn't expect to put such a distance between them when he heard the answer coming out of Jae's mouth, it wasn't as if this was the first time they encountered this sore topic but it has never been talked over properly until today. </span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;">A part of him wondered if asking about it was even a good thing because today wasn't meant to be sad but he also knew they needed to talk about this one way or another. The best thing to do is to get the future misunderstandings sorted as fast as they can. Especially with how paranoid Hanseol can be. Han shook his head rapidly but still had a slight nonchalant look to his face before it morphed into a look of panic, "No! No, of course not. I just… Wanted to know. I'm not sure about things and I want to know where we stand, so we can prevent future… problems? Does this even make sense?" At this point, he was tripping on his words due to nervousness. He didn't want to give Jae any reason to doubt their relationship either, it was just a kick in his head. But he also knew it wasn't easy to let go of the people who's been with you your entire life compared to him who Jae's only known for about a year. How far does the line of significance stretch out? Jae said he'd choose himself when it comes down to it and when he returned his gaze on him, he saw the tears welling up and had his hand outstretched to brush his thumb against his cheeks lovingly, his heart wrenched when he pointed to him and signified a whole</span> <b>us</b><span style="font-weight: 400;">; Hanseol and Jaesung. </span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;">"No, I would never ask you to be the person you are not... "<a href="https://i.pinimg.com/originals/f3/04/43/f304433fb0e45b28dbc153353854a4f4.gif" target="_blank" rel="noopener"><img src="https://i.pinimg.com/originals/f3/04/43/f304433fb0e45b28dbc153353854a4f4.gif?profile=RESIZE_710x" width="240" class="align-right"/></a> he affirmed softly and sighed heavily, he didn't like seeing how broken this made Jae look. So he instinctively pulled him close for an embrace, not caring if the paint would stain his shirt because this hug was more important. "I look forward to all of that… It feels like I have all the time I could spend with you. And even if that may not be right, I'm going to make sure every moment I had is spent worthwhile with you. Because every second with you is always worth it, Jae" he whispered tenderly, nuzzling his head against the nook of his neck. "Speaking of Christmas, we should really decorate the place soon, right? You said you want your first Christmas with me and we will have exactly that. We'll put up a Christmas tree in the living room and decorate the entire place with ornaments alike. Plenty of mistletoes to put around and laurels… Christmas sweaters." It was then when his hand went back to press against Jae's chest and continued to paint on him extra carefully after dipping his fingers into the bucket of paint. It looks like he's drawing stems or leaves. </span></p> Jae swore his heart skipped a…tag:eternalcityrp.com,2019-11-12:6610746:Comment:3916402019-11-12T23:26:27.674Z✓ Jaesung Moonhttps://eternalcityrp.com/profile/S
<p><a href="https://66.media.tumblr.com/15d92345864b78226e1231abdd90ab3a/tumblr_inline_pqmphvNCSG1rifr4k_540.gif" rel="noopener" target="_blank"><img class="align-left" src="https://66.media.tumblr.com/15d92345864b78226e1231abdd90ab3a/tumblr_inline_pqmphvNCSG1rifr4k_540.gif?profile=RESIZE_710x"></img></a> Jae swore his heart skipped a beat in his chest just at Han’s words alone and he pressed a hand over it as he stared back at him with a look somewhat filled with disbelief, Han always had this way with coming out with the sweetest and most romantic lines which he was sure others would find over the top and too much but to him, that was…</p>
<p><a href="https://66.media.tumblr.com/15d92345864b78226e1231abdd90ab3a/tumblr_inline_pqmphvNCSG1rifr4k_540.gif" target="_blank" rel="noopener"><img src="https://66.media.tumblr.com/15d92345864b78226e1231abdd90ab3a/tumblr_inline_pqmphvNCSG1rifr4k_540.gif?profile=RESIZE_710x" class="align-left"/></a>Jae swore his heart skipped a beat in his chest just at Han’s words alone and he pressed a hand over it as he stared back at him with a look somewhat filled with disbelief, Han always had this way with coming out with the sweetest and most romantic lines which he was sure others would find over the top and too much but to him, that was just Han and his way of showing how much he cared about him. He felt his cheeks getting slightly red as he looked back at the star and shook his head from side to side a little “Both are pretty damn amazing” he spoke softly as he stroked softly against the star’s cheek, seeing the way he always lit up told the Dhampir just how much he meant to the star without a single word and that was almost addictive to him, he loved seeing Han light up a room with his happiness.</p>
<p>Han’s mix of confidence and shyness used to confuse Jae but now he understood him pretty well, knew that he was good at giving a confident front but when things were really important that was when the humility set in, he’d seen it several times with Han, that raw and slightly apprehensive reaction he had when things got real between them. He scrunched his nose when Han kissed against it “Well get used to that feeling because I’m going to keep choosing you” Han had become this pivotal place in his life that represented all the good things he had experienced since coming to Evermore and he was holding onto him with everything he had “That’s what they say a relationship is supposed to be right?” he spoke it softly “Two people who can boost one another in ways that are important” Han gave him confidence in his writing and sharing it, he made him more open and real with his emotions, something he had always contained back him, Han made him believe that maybe a happy life was in the cards for him.</p>
<p>He have a slightly mischevious smile when Han tried to get him to admit that he was a bad influence, maybe he was, he definitely found it hard to keep his hands to himself sometimes and they certainly were pretty intimate with one another. That was natural though, he was sure of that much, wanting to be close with your significant other wasn’t frowned upon at all “Well I wouldn’t want to be the reason your needs are neglected you see” he smirked a little because he was subtly dodging the question while also answering it “Always so wrapped up in his work that sometimes he forgets who’s waiting for him” he giggled softly feeling the way Han brushed against his waist and then leaned in closer, nipping against his ear which made the Dhampir shudder from the sudden affection “Beautiful” he breathed the word slowly as he reveled in the closeness shared between them, it did feel really intimate to have Han painting on him like this, even though he still had no idea what the star was making.</p>
<p>But this topic, while he knew it was one they needed to talk about, it was hard for him to tackle because he wanted to cheer Han up and make him feel secure in their relationship but he also didn’t want to lie to him or make any false promises about the future they were building together. He looked back at the star almost as though he had been slapped when he asked if all they had was words and he was searching for what to say in response as he swallowed down hard. It bothered him that Han had put distance between them too but he let him have the space he had claimed as he processed it all, he let out a soft sigh when Han apologized for saying something that bluntly “Have I given you a reason to doubt my commitment to this relationship?” he asked it softly because he needed to know if he had. Perhaps his reluctance to let go of his family could be seen as that and it was bothering Han more than he let on. He wouldn’t have brought it up if not right?</p>
<p>“If it’s a choice between losing them and losing the person I am, I choose me” he spoke it without hesitation, that wasn’t a difficult question for Jae because he had been thinking about this for a long time, it wasn’t about choosing between his family and Han, it was about choosing between the person his parents wanted him to be and who he had always been. “And it is going to hurt like hell when they ask me to” he felt tears stinging slightly in his eyes so he took a long breath to push them away. “And the reason I am so sure about this” he pointed between the two of them “About you, is because I know you would never ask me to be someone that I’m not” that was what drew him to Han, knowing he wanted Jae for the very person he was.</p>
<p><a href="https://66.media.tumblr.com/04b8c8933ce41e831ebc53e0d6d3c795/tumblr_inline_pqmo3lOIc31rifr4k_540.gif" target="_blank" rel="noopener"><img src="https://66.media.tumblr.com/04b8c8933ce41e831ebc53e0d6d3c795/tumblr_inline_pqmo3lOIc31rifr4k_540.gif?profile=RESIZE_710x" class="align-right"/></a>When Han asked about their future Jae took a shaky breath “I don’t want to rush things” he spoke softly “I want to experience every first there is to have with you, first Christmas, first New Year, first couple’s vacation, first graduation, my first book, your first clinic opening” he breathed shakily and smiled at Han “and one day when we’re ready, the big steps too” maybe he was naive to think about all of that so soon in a relationship but he’d never felt like this about anyone and it was easy to get caught up in this picture of a life they might have.</p> When Jae prodded on the way h…tag:eternalcityrp.com,2019-11-12:6610746:Comment:3916092019-11-12T14:22:56.007Z✓ Hanseol Parkhttps://eternalcityrp.com/profile/Gen
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;">When Jae prodded on the way his skin glowed unlike his,<a href="https://storage.ning.com/topology/rest/1.0/file/get/3709611188?profile=original" rel="noopener" target="_blank"><img class="align-right" src="https://storage.ning.com/topology/rest/1.0/file/get/3709611188?profile=RESIZE_710x" width="240"></img></a> Han already had a big grin present on his lips, there was no denying the dhampir's impact on the Celestial, every word that comes out of him seemed to bring a new elevation to Han, he wanted to hear what Jae has to say about him and to him.…</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;">When Jae prodded on the way his skin glowed unlike his,<a href="https://storage.ning.com/topology/rest/1.0/file/get/3709611188?profile=original" target="_blank" rel="noopener"><img src="https://storage.ning.com/topology/rest/1.0/file/get/3709611188?profile=RESIZE_710x" width="240" class="align-right"/></a> Han already had a big grin present on his lips, there was no denying the dhampir's impact on the Celestial, every word that comes out of him seemed to bring a new elevation to Han, he wanted to hear what Jae has to say about him and to him. "Even if you don't have glowing skin, you're still glowing to me. So which one is better? Having actual glowing skin or being the one glowing because I'm so fucking in love with you?" Oh god, that is so cheesy but so worth it. Sometimes he would binge watch a few shows or movies on his Netflix account at worth, yes, he may have watched them while working late at night and he always takes note of what boyfriends or girlfriends do just so he could try to do that in the future. Hey, a guy should do his part in the relationship right? And Han was very invested in theirs, there was no way the Celestial would leave it be without any attempts to make it worthwhile. They did have plenty of date nights weekly, and had their own gaming night actually, though it consisted most of them two competing like hell and Han knew Jae always allowed him to win most of the time, which always made him beam in delight considering how competitive he could be, at times. </span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;">Jae never showed it when he does, which really just made the doe-eyed male fall even further for how humble and down to earth his dhampir could be. When Jae pulled his hands away from the way he had been covering his face, Hanseol cleared his throat and pulled his hands close and kissed his nose before giggling softly, "I know. That's the best feeling in the world, you know. Knowing you would choose me." Finding out that he was his weakness made the Celestial beam brighter, he could feel his body engulfing the light that emitted, oh he's happy right now. "You make me stronger too, Jae" He didn't find it hard to paint right now, but there was no direction of where it was going. He was still confused about where he's going but he doesn't feel as reluctant to move his hands on Jae's chest. He never thought he'd get the chance to delve further into his life with Jae, he wasn't supposed to come into his life right? But he did. And now the Celestial has no idea how to let go of him, which was a big joke as if he was ever going to let go of the other male ever. He was now part of his life, and without him, it'll feel extremely empty and dull; that's not what he envisioned for his future. </span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;">"That's good to hear... " He knew Jae always had the best thoughts for them but hearing it was another miracle he finds his pleasure in. Clarification, he said. He had to refrain himself from smirking by biting down on his bottom lip when he saw Jae widening his eyes the moment, he only brushed his thumbs playfully against his waist and tilted his head to the side, "So you admit your faults then? That you're the reason for most of my distraction? Tsk… what a bad dhampy. But you're right, I never complain… how can I when you would always make it hard for me not to fall for those eyes you give me" He swore his heart made a flip once again as he fawned over the way Jae even looks like now. He leaned in close and brushed his nose against his left cheek and nipped his earlobe, "When I call you what?" Of course he's teasing. That's what Han does best whenever he's playing around with Jae. He had to admit, he wasn't sure of what he wanted to hear or what he knew he would hear.</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;"><a href="https://storage.ning.com/topology/rest/1.0/file/get/3709643439?profile=original" target="_blank" rel="noopener"><img src="https://storage.ning.com/topology/rest/1.0/file/get/3709643439?profile=RESIZE_710x" width="240" class="align-left"/></a> A part of him knew he wasn't going to receive a pleasant answer, he knew what to expect. But it hurts worse than he had anticipated the attack would be, it felt like Jae could very much take out his heart and step on it in front of him, at this point. His gaze wavered slightly and he had to avert them as he cast them downwards to his lap and withdrew from the dhampir completely, both hands going nowhere near any of his body parts. "And I want to believe that it's enough, Jae. But is it? Would our words be it all?" He shouldn't say that, as soon as those words came out, Han winced and moved backwards a bit from his position because it felt uncomfortable, "I'm sorry… I shouldn't say that. I shouldn't doubt our relationship." He didn't feel like he wanted to paint anymore honestly, and he could see why. He listened to him talk and he could feel the swell in his chest, Jae believed so much in them and it sucks that people important to him wouldn't accept it, Eun is Eun, he alone wasn't enough either. Perhaps, Han was being selfish on his part but he couldn't stop himself from feeling that way. </span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;">"What if you lose them? You said you're afraid of losing people and I understand that. But you also said you don't want to change yourself… where do you really stand when it comes down to making a choice?" His tone was nowhere near accusatory, it was leveled and soft, though it was clear a whimper slipped up in between. "I want to build my future with you, Jae. I don't want… to be left alone again. What do you think is there for us in the future to do? Can you picture anything you want to see?" It was a genuine question, he didn't think he ever asked Jae that. </span></p>