The Light That Never Goes Out (Hanseol & Jaesung) [COMPLETED] - Eternal City RP2024-03-28T16:39:38Zhttps://eternalcityrp.com/forum/topics/the-light-that-never-goes-out-hanseol-jaesung?commentId=6610746%3AComment%3A403510&feed=yes&xn_auth=noThey had both learned a lot,…tag:eternalcityrp.com,2020-11-09:6610746:Comment:4205202020-11-09T21:04:28.313Z✓ Jaesung Moonhttps://eternalcityrp.com/profile/S
<p>They had both learned a lot, about how to give and take when it came to a relationship. Finding compromises, giving one another enough space while also pulling one another close and treasuring them. It was harder than most people made it out to be, it wasn’t all happy perfect moments but when you added everything together, Jae felt very lucky. He’d found something willing to work with him to try and make it and that meant more than any surface level ideas he had about love in the past. He…</p>
<p>They had both learned a lot, about how to give and take when it came to a relationship. Finding compromises, giving one another enough space while also pulling one another close and treasuring them. It was harder than most people made it out to be, it wasn’t all happy perfect moments but when you added everything together, Jae felt very lucky. He’d found something willing to work with him to try and make it and that meant more than any surface level ideas he had about love in the past. He chuckled when Han finally realized what pairings meant and cutely announced how he loved all the ones which involved destiny “That definitely sounds like you” he teased playfully with a smile.</p>
<p><a href="https://64.media.tumblr.com/59879903ae835abe65493c8204f52264/9036049d3f7757c6-22/s400x600/ff931b1b91b12341ab3cdcd846ac13d42dc89dd5.gifv" target="_blank" rel="noopener"><img src="https://64.media.tumblr.com/59879903ae835abe65493c8204f52264/9036049d3f7757c6-22/s400x600/ff931b1b91b12341ab3cdcd846ac13d42dc89dd5.gifv?profile=RESIZE_710x" class="align-right"/></a>Jae gave an innocent smile when Han mentioned how brave he was and how he was a warrior “You should see what I can do with my weapons nowadays, zombies better think twice if they think they’ll be able to get anywhere near you” Jae had worked hard to get stronger and smarter when it came to fighting. He went to the dojo more often and trained under older more experienced dhampir who had taught him how to handle himself and how to become one with his weapons. He had wanted to be stronger so that if anything like that day in the vet clinic happened again, he wouldn’t be the one getting hurt, he would be able to protect the man he loved and ward off those who wanted to kill him for their own gain.</p>
<p>Jae’s eyes softened and he nodded slightly when Han mentioned how it was nice to have a brother who looked out for him “He’s the one person I look up to in this world because my father didn’t set an example I wanted to follow” he nodded thoughtfully and the young dhampir had needed a role model, Eun had filled that void he needed. Jae blushed slightly when Han called him out for asking about getting another dog. He had been thinking about it for a while because their dogs brought them so much joy and the idea of getting to bring a dog home together was special to him “I have no idea...I was thinking maybe we could do some research and find one together” he mused softly, Jae had always wanted his own dog as a kid and while he never got one, it wasn’t too late to fulfil that wish right? Before long though, the night faded away into a competitive game involving bananas, dirty blue shells and more cursing than he would admit. Tonight was a good night.</p> Before Jae, he wasn't sure if…tag:eternalcityrp.com,2020-11-09:6610746:Comment:4202772020-11-09T16:49:28.374Z✓ Hanseol Parkhttps://eternalcityrp.com/profile/Gen
<p><span style="font-weight: 400;">Before Jae, he wasn't sure if anyone found him particularly interesting or special. There were times when the fallen star wondered if he was considered significant enough to someone. Even one person would be enough for him, he just wanted to be important to them as an individual rather than being grouped in a collective way. He respects and treasures Phe as his leader and sister-like figure who ended up being one of the best friends he ever made, but he wanted…</span></p>
<p><span style="font-weight: 400;">Before Jae, he wasn't sure if anyone found him particularly interesting or special. There were times when the fallen star wondered if he was considered significant enough to someone. Even one person would be enough for him, he just wanted to be important to them as an individual rather than being grouped in a collective way. He respects and treasures Phe as his leader and sister-like figure who ended up being one of the best friends he ever made, but he wanted to be loved in another way too. Jae gave him that and he will never forget it. "I've learned a lot" he nodded and grinned sheepishly, the amount of time he spent here had taught him more than what he has learned in the past while he was going from one place to another. "Pairings?" He saw the blush on his cheeks and wondered what he meant, until it dawned on him, "Oh! Soulmate tropes… mostly… friends to lovers… star-crossed lovers… you know all of those destiny thingies" Jae knew Han is a huge believer. </span></p>
<p><span style="font-weight: 400;"><a href="https://64.media.tumblr.com/8def2e05b78eaf06efe2481456ccc0a0/b5850c7d9a795ce0-97/s540x810/8d508fe986eb5b601b2d51938d3a117f3cdcde9e.gifv" target="_blank" rel="noopener"><img src="https://64.media.tumblr.com/8def2e05b78eaf06efe2481456ccc0a0/b5850c7d9a795ce0-97/s540x810/8d508fe986eb5b601b2d51938d3a117f3cdcde9e.gifv?profile=RESIZE_710x" width="240" class="align-left"/></a>He was always amused by how intricate the stories curated by the authors, it was only fanfictions but to him, it told him a whole other perspective. "My brave boyfriend… who I forget is an actual warrior who can protect me easily" he chuckled and pinched his cheeks lightly, "Given your training, you'll be sure to take down more than what we expect." There was no telling how much Jae has improved since the first time they started training with one another. The dhampir is resilient and never slacked on his training despite his hectic schedule. He felt reassured once he heard Jae believed that they would make it together. It's the thought that counts. The sentiment was buried deep within themselves. Jae clearly looked up and respected Eun a lot, Han couldn't recall any instances where Jae would grumble about the elder Moon, with the exception when he didn't make enough of those blueberry cupcakes. </span></p>
<p><span style="font-weight: 400;">"It must be nice having someone to care about you. I never knew how it felt until now" the smile he spared the male conveyed his message; thank you. It didn't need any words. With Byul's head resting on his lap as he held the controller in one hand while the other pets her, the Celestial shook his head at Yeontan who loved getting Jae's attention. "I did wonder when you were going to pop the question… did you have any specific breed you wish to get? I can go through a few files and see which suits you the best then." The fact that Han was ready to give him another dog to welcome in their humble household says a lot. He is utterly whipped for the dhampir sitting next to him. While his eyes were fixated on the screen as the game started, his attention did not waver.</span></p> He felt lucky to be included…tag:eternalcityrp.com,2020-11-01:6610746:Comment:4197172020-11-01T13:40:00.628Z✓ Jaesung Moonhttps://eternalcityrp.com/profile/S
<p>He felt lucky to be included in the list of things which brought Han happiness, he was such a thoughtful and kind person who always put others ahead of himself, he was sensitive and arty, Jae swore he could watch the star paint for hours on end and never get bored because he was so talented. That was the very first thing that had drawn Jae to Han, he had seen those sketches he had drawn, of the bunny and the dog in the park and he had been curious from there. “You’ve gained so much since you…</p>
<p>He felt lucky to be included in the list of things which brought Han happiness, he was such a thoughtful and kind person who always put others ahead of himself, he was sensitive and arty, Jae swore he could watch the star paint for hours on end and never get bored because he was so talented. That was the very first thing that had drawn Jae to Han, he had seen those sketches he had drawn, of the bunny and the dog in the park and he had been curious from there. “You’ve gained so much since you first came to Evermore” Jae spoke softly, he felt the same way considering how many new friends he had made since he came here. Jae giggled when Han mentioned what he liked doing on Tumblr and the dhampir blushed slightly “Will you at least tell me your favorite pairings?” he teased playfully.</p>
<p><a href="https://data.whicdn.com/images/308262759/original.gif" target="_blank" rel="noopener"><img src="https://data.whicdn.com/images/308262759/original.gif?profile=RESIZE_710x" class="align-right" width="294" height="136"/></a>Jae couldn’t help but be amused by the fact it seemed like Han had really thought hard about their chances of surviving a zombie apocalypse. The dhampir grinned playfully “I could probably take out of a few of them with my daggers too” he nodded playfully, plus Han would be able to get over his no killing rules for zombies that were literally trying to eat his brains right? “I think our story of survival is less...literal than that but yes...we’ll make it together” he spoke softly, they were strong together. Jae nodded a few times when Han said it sounded scary to know how in control Eun could be when he was angry “If someone is stupid enough to make my brother angry, they probably deserve whatever comes next” he nodded slightly, Eun had never tried to hurt Jae and the younger dhampir had been quite an annoying younger sibling when he was a child.</p>
<p>Jae purred softly when Han said he was going to make him feel luckier, he was so inviting to kiss, it always felt like home whenever his lips were pressed against Han’s which perhaps explained why he always came back for more every time. He laughed when they were interrupted and Han called them out for cockblocking, he shook his head in amusement as he squeezed Han’s hand gently “Yet we love them anyway” he jested as they made themselves comfy on the couch. Jae blushed softly when Han asked him if he wanted another fur baby “We haven’t had a chance to raise a puppy...together yet” speaking of puppies, he was totally giving Han puppy dog eyes as he looked back at him right now.</p> If Han was being honest, he m…tag:eternalcityrp.com,2020-10-31:6610746:Comment:4191952020-10-31T17:26:26.719Z✓ Hanseol Parkhttps://eternalcityrp.com/profile/Gen
<p><span>If Han was being honest, he missed the times they could just sit back and enjoy things. Their schedules have been a bit more hectic these days and he knew they could hardly do stuff like this again unless it was really the weekend. Even then, they were busier just cuddling to each other or sleeping the entire day because both were exhausted by the weekdays. "Likewise, Jae…" He found himself to be just as lucky as the dhampir, if not more. He had a bad past and a tragic backstop that…</span></p>
<p><span>If Han was being honest, he missed the times they could just sit back and enjoy things. Their schedules have been a bit more hectic these days and he knew they could hardly do stuff like this again unless it was really the weekend. Even then, they were busier just cuddling to each other or sleeping the entire day because both were exhausted by the weekdays. "Likewise, Jae…" He found himself to be just as lucky as the dhampir, if not more. He had a bad past and a tragic backstop that didn't really resonate well with his being, but he was filled with hope and positivity, that allowed him to take this into heart with a smile. So in a way, he was loving Jae like how a teenager loved their first crush, the only difference being he genuinely loves Jae for him, and that it was more than just a simple crush or attraction. When Jae told him the best revenge he could take was enjoy the time he had currently to the best of his ability, Han grinned sheepishly and nodded in agreement, the dhampir wasn't wrong there. </span></p>
<p><span>"That's what I'm doing now, enjoying things. I have you… Byul… Yeontan, a small family of my own. Oh there's the two being Yeon and Dae too… yeah those two too" he giggled, he had a good life honestly. Why would he want to give it up for the sake of chasing a rabbit down the hole that wasn't going to bring him any satisfaction? He giggled when Jae asked if there was something on his Tumblr account that he shouldn't be seeing and shrugged playfully, "Maybe… I read… I watch, Jae. You know those stuff are things we don't necessarily… share with each other" he cooed teasingly, implying that he has been reading erotic novellas in there, which was basically a wormhole for plenty of things. Of course that wasn't what he was using his account for but nevertheless, it was fun to tease the dhampir. With the kiss pressed against his cheek, Han could only grin sheepishly, it was hard not to do that when he realized how every action Jae did to him that had endearment attached to it meant everything to him. </span></p>
<p><span><a href="https://i.pinimg.com/originals/8f/ec/43/8fec43215887db50e6c574866f8b0240.gif" target="_blank" rel="noopener"><img src="https://i.pinimg.com/originals/8f/ec/43/8fec43215887db50e6c574866f8b0240.gif?profile=RESIZE_710x" width="240" class="align-left"/></a>"Of course we can… why wouldn't we be able to? In calculation, zombies couldn't run faster than an average human. Sure their glands are probably cut off which by the way wasn't fully proven but it is possible we can run faster, given our stamina and physical built." It was so much like Han to say that. "We can do things together… we'll survive" He was sure of it. It would take a lot more to actually crush them. When Jae explained to him the temper between him and Eun, Han found himself gaping in awe, they were both brothers but they were also different even when they are similar. It was the most fascinating thing ever to him. "That makes him sound scary… you too, but for someone to be completely aware of what they're doing and choosing violence… that's… another level." He knew he could be impulsive, he had a short circuit at times and he was slowly controlling it. But he knew he could never get angry voluntarily. It made him feel sad that this was the life Jae had to go through but there was nothing he could do to change it, except give him some happiness.</span></p>
<p><span> "I'm gonna make your feel luckier" he teased and poked his cheek gently, feeling the soft pillow of his lips pressed against his own. He would love to let things escalate further had it not been due to his dogs breaking the moment they had. "Well this is unfair… they're cockblocking us…</span> <b>again</b><span>" he grumbled and whined at the two, in which he received a laugh from Byul herself. He took his seat on the couch where Byul rested herself comfortable against him and raised his eyebrows in surprise when Jae mentioned there was a space for another. "Oh baby… does my baby want another fur baby? Hm? Yeontan might be jealous" he rolled his eyes playfully at the Pomeranian and started the game, which was honestly Mario Kart. </span></p> He really enjoyed just being…tag:eternalcityrp.com,2020-10-25:6610746:Comment:4193562020-10-25T17:59:22.142Z✓ Jaesung Moonhttps://eternalcityrp.com/profile/S
<p>He really enjoyed just being able to sit together and enjoy a quiet romantic dinner, it seemed like their lives so busy and everything was moving so fast that they didn’t always have time to just stop and be happy and he was cherishing this time he had with the person he cared about “I think I’m so stupidly lucky to find you at this point in my life...when we’re young and we have the whole world and life ahead of us” Han was immortal but it still stood that they’d met before the star had…</p>
<p>He really enjoyed just being able to sit together and enjoy a quiet romantic dinner, it seemed like their lives so busy and everything was moving so fast that they didn’t always have time to just stop and be happy and he was cherishing this time he had with the person he cared about “I think I’m so stupidly lucky to find you at this point in my life...when we’re young and we have the whole world and life ahead of us” Han was immortal but it still stood that they’d met before the star had experienced anyone breaking his heart, he could love so purely like it was brand new and Jae was just figuring out his place in the world and Han had changed and helped to guide that in ways he thought was good.</p>
<p><a href="https://64.media.tumblr.com/3b0fa722af105ef212ba03c9e7473a43/587c8db93b79667d-c0/s400x600/c8d5ec95dd7a481ac13f7acb3a8ead0cdad79b6e.gifv" target="_blank" rel="noopener"><img src="https://64.media.tumblr.com/3b0fa722af105ef212ba03c9e7473a43/587c8db93b79667d-c0/s400x600/c8d5ec95dd7a481ac13f7acb3a8ead0cdad79b6e.gifv?profile=RESIZE_710x" class="align-right"/></a>The dhampir reached up to cup Han’s cheek and stroke it softly when he admitted he wanted revenge for the time that was stolen from him “I think the best revenge you could possibly take is to be happy...they tried to take that from you” so if he could find some sort of happy life then what they did, didn’t break him and in the end, made him stronger and there was something beautiful and dignified in that. Jae blushed and looked around for a moment when Han said they shouldn’t try to find each other’s accounts “Should I worry about what you have hidden on there?” he teased with a playful smile, Jae’s was mostly made up of inspirational quotes for his writing or anything which inspired the aesthetics behind his characters. Jae couldn’t help the giggled that escaped his lips when Han went to argue he wasn’t a baby only to end up cutting himself off and he smiled effortlessly when he spoke about how Jae reminded him of his pride for him “And I’ll keep reminding you over and over until it sticks” he responded pressing a soft kiss against his cheek.</p>
<p>Jae still wasn’t sure he believed in destiny but one thing he did know without a doubt was that he believed in Han, through everything he was the person who the dhampir felt he was able to rely on without a doubt, his rock. “So what you’re saying is that we could totally run away from zombies together” he commented with a playful smile, honestly he did like to imagine what their lives could have been like if situations were different but his imaginative brain always ended up thinking their stories would intertwine one way or another. The talk about angry Eun made him shudder slightly and when Han talked about how Jae had a temper too “The difference between us is that when I get angry I just kinda snap and forget what I’m doing, my anger makes me go blind...he knows exactly what he’s doing when he’s pissed” that’s what made Eun terrifying, he never lost control.</p>
<p>Jae nodded slightly, Han was right when he said he shouldn’t have to deal with this but he was also aware that he didn’t really have a choice and that crying over the way the cards have been dealt wasn’t the way to move forward “I know” he spoke softly, stroking Han’s back as though to comfort him “But this is my life Han...it doesn’t matter how I think it should be” he just had to make the most of what he had. “I’m still a lot luckier than most” he definitely had Han to thank for that one. He stroked against Han’s chin softly. He felt himself get all light and jittery when Han leaned in to press his forehead against his “I’m yours” he whispered back before leaning in to kiss him back. He jumped a little when he heard the sound of Yeontan’s bark before chuckling softly “It seems we’ve used up all our alone time huh” he took Han’s hand in his “I was promised a round of video games” he commented as he tugged him towards the couch, before long the TV was on, the controller was in hand and the two of them were sidled up together. Yeontan was laying next to him and Byul had her head in Han’s lap “You know there’s still room on this couch for another fur baby” he murmured softly with a playful look towards Han.</p> It was nice watching him from…tag:eternalcityrp.com,2020-10-25:6610746:Comment:4193542020-10-25T17:12:29.820Z✓ Hanseol Parkhttps://eternalcityrp.com/profile/Gen
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;">It was nice watching him from across the table. It could be the simplest thing ever but Han could stare at the dhampir all day if possible. "It was… a privilege for me to find love this way. To find an actual person who really loves me inside and out… for who I am. I have never regretted that. But yeah… I spent my entire life trying to keep myself low profile which didn't really work that well… so love has never been in the books…</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;">It was nice watching him from across the table. It could be the simplest thing ever but Han could stare at the dhampir all day if possible. "It was… a privilege for me to find love this way. To find an actual person who really loves me inside and out… for who I am. I have never regretted that. But yeah… I spent my entire life trying to keep myself low profile which didn't really work that well… so love has never been in the books for me." Han wasn't even sure he understood what it truly meant, aside from familial bonds. He knew of platonic love but that was about it. "I love you too babe" he teased in response to Jae's words about falling in love with him. The Celestial cleared his throat awkwardly and offered him a sheepish grin when the dhampir pointed out how he was only fragile when he wants to be. "</span><b>I</b> <span style="font-weight: 400;">wanted revenge for everything that has happened to me" he sighed, he actually did, for a time. Until he realized there was no point in pursuing a path that will lead him to a darker life. </span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;">"But I didn't want to live in the shadows… it's not fair." So he tried to be the better person. It was easier said than done, considering how impulsive and emotion-driven he could be but it worked. Somewhat. His cheeks flushed almost instantly when Jae said he wasn't the only one with a Tumblr account, "As long as we don't try to find each other's accounts, I'm totally fine." God knows what they'll find. "I'm not-" Wasn't he? Was there any relevance in refuting his statement there? None. So Han clamped his mouth shut and only grumbled in retaliation. Knowing Jae was proud of him made the fallen star grin from ear to ear. "How could I ever? You always remind me." He really did remind him how brilliant he was every single time. "I think it will look good on you…" he hummed softly, Jae was already handsome so any look was possible to look good on him either way. </span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;"><a href="https://64.media.tumblr.com/d1715262412a6a436020f2db3ecfe01b/fb3d8c6721e8314b-81/s540x810/a36c554ea29ec33b1bff2a883bafc6e0d585ace6.gifv" target="_blank" rel="noopener"><img src="https://64.media.tumblr.com/d1715262412a6a436020f2db3ecfe01b/fb3d8c6721e8314b-81/s540x810/a36c554ea29ec33b1bff2a883bafc6e0d585ace6.gifv?profile=RESIZE_710x" width="240" class="align-left"/></a>He was a true believer, seeing as it was the only thing he had with him all this time. "I have faith in it. Soulmates… they are very much real and I am sure the connection will go through all universes and timeline one way or the other. I mean this could be a plot to some dystopian fantasy series but… you get where I'm going." Han held onto hope when there was none and that is why he was here today. That's why he survived this long. "So yes baby, we'll make it." The idea of having the calmest person in the room angry at you does give him the goosebumps. "So no angry Eun… Got it." He willl believe Jae on that one when it comes to anger issues. "You Moon brothers do have something on anger don't you? I mean you're pretty hot when you're pissed… but also very scary." He smiled softly to himself and looked down briefly before meeting his eyes again, Jae said he was worth it. He will never get tired of hearing that.</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;"> "You shouldn't have to live under such treatment. He's your father… you're his son…" what kind of a father would do that to their own child? It was absurd, Han couldn't understand it. But he decided not to question much on it any longer, he didn't want to spoil the day. "I'm not the most patient guy but… I'm learning. You help me too." Indeed, it has been a year already. "It feels like yesterday when you tripped over me. When we kissed…" There were so many memories he has made with him over the year. Once they cleaned up, he turned the dhampir around and pulled him close by the waist and pressed his forehead against his, "Mine… I can't believe you're still mine" he murmured and pressed his lips against his while savoring the time they have together. As if knowing it was a moment to be interrupted, Yeontan barked loudly and jumped against their legs with Byul trailing from behind, "Now how did they escape their room…"</span></p> Jae was watching Han from acr…tag:eternalcityrp.com,2020-10-17:6610746:Comment:4189092020-10-17T23:27:20.840Z✓ Jaesung Moonhttps://eternalcityrp.com/profile/S
<p>Jae was watching Han from across the table with a soft and curious gaze, it was amazing to him how they could be a year into knowing one another and yet still have so much to learn and understand, he felt like he only fell deeper for Han the more time that passed “I guess with everything you went through, finding love wasn’t exactly on the top of your list huh?” he nodded in and understanding manner, a lot of Han’s life had been focused around surviving and little more than that, so he…</p>
<p>Jae was watching Han from across the table with a soft and curious gaze, it was amazing to him how they could be a year into knowing one another and yet still have so much to learn and understand, he felt like he only fell deeper for Han the more time that passed “I guess with everything you went through, finding love wasn’t exactly on the top of your list huh?” he nodded in and understanding manner, a lot of Han’s life had been focused around surviving and little more than that, so he understood why it took Han a while to soften to him “I wasn’t supposed to fall in love with you” he spoke softly, giving a smile in Han’s direction “But I’m so glad that I did” it had changed his life in ways he never expected, it had given him the chance to find purpose in his own life and choices.</p>
<p><a href="https://64.media.tumblr.com/7932b4715d7ba45299396ff38e3c424f/b4b9062818a1bea5-10/s400x600/7a33817ca8695cc5c5245714111c00ccbab45367.gifv" target="_blank" rel="noopener"><img src="https://64.media.tumblr.com/7932b4715d7ba45299396ff38e3c424f/b4b9062818a1bea5-10/s400x600/7a33817ca8695cc5c5245714111c00ccbab45367.gifv?profile=RESIZE_710x" class="align-right"/></a>Jae chuckled and wrinkled his nose “You’re only fragile when you want to be” he saw many ways that Han was much stronger than anyone else, especially when you noticed how he would never hurt a single person, no matter how much pain they brought him. “You know anyone else would want to get revenge for all the things that happened to you” he nodded thoughtfully, but not Han, his capacity to let things go was simply amazing. Jae chuckled and blushed “You’re not the only one with a Tumblr account you know” he scoffed under his breath and shook his head, he was young and very much in touch with current trends. He shook his head slightly “Besides you are a baby” he commented in a grumbling tone as though he had been scolded for saying it.</p>
<p>“I am” he responded without hesitation when Han pointed out he seemed proud of him, Jae always felt proud of Han every day because he had seen him grow so much in the past year. From the sheepish guy he first met that did little drawings of bunnies and told Jae he didn’t have a reason to be happy without him, to this supportive and intelligent man who had an expanding career and a family to care for “And don’t you forget it” he teased when Han agreed Jae often got back at him. Jae raised his brows, furrowing them a little as Han talked about his choice of hairstyle “Maybe it would look nice” he commented in a soft voice, running a couple of fingers through his locks “If not, at least I can get rid of it quickly” he giggled softly, how bad could it be right?</p>
<p>Jae lifted his gaze as he watched Han, the star seemed so sure when it came to the idea of fate, like there was some invisible feeling inside him which assured him he was on the right path. Jae never felt like that himself but it was hard not to believe there was something when you were with someone who seemed adamant “So you really believe that no matter what happens...we’ll make it?” even if Jae didn’t believe in fate, he did love the idea of that. Jae averted his gaze when Han talked about the calmest people being scariest when they were angry “That’s because if you push them far enough to get them angry then you really fucked up” his brother didn’t get mad over any small thing, he would let most things slide, but when you did make him mad, it could be explosive.</p>
<p>Jae gave a soft smile, he hated to think about what might happen with his father but it did reassure him to know he wouldn’t lose Han “Of course you’re worth it” he whispered in a shocked tone as though he couldn’t believe Han would even say that and shook his head slightly “You’ve never met a master manipulator Han” he explained in a slightly strained voice “He even had someone like me under his thumb” and if Jae remained in Korea he would probably still be there. He allowed Han to pull him up and nodded slightly when the star said they would survive this “Thank you for being patient with me” he spoke softly before he headed into the kitchen, carrying his stuff over to the dishwasher and starting to load it up “I still can’t believe it’s been a year...where did the time go” he laughed softly as he glanced over at Han.</p> They could have dated for a y…tag:eternalcityrp.com,2020-10-17:6610746:Comment:4188272020-10-17T15:45:59.804Z✓ Hanseol Parkhttps://eternalcityrp.com/profile/Gen
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;">They could have dated for a year and Han will never truly get over how shy Jae makes an appearance to double strike his own heart. The dhampir could still get shy at his compliments and the Celestial is the same. They keep learning new things about each other so it was hard not to be intrigued. The idea of a very long time was very tempting and definitely appealing. "I never even thought about feelings that much until you… after you…</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;">They could have dated for a year and Han will never truly get over how shy Jae makes an appearance to double strike his own heart. The dhampir could still get shy at his compliments and the Celestial is the same. They keep learning new things about each other so it was hard not to be intrigued. The idea of a very long time was very tempting and definitely appealing. "I never even thought about feelings that much until you… after you kissed me, it was pretty much just me trying to figure out what this strong feeling I have towards you was… it was confusing because I've never actually fallen in love romantically before. But it made sense" Of course it did. That's why they're still here together. Even though they broke up once. It only served him as a reminder that trust comes in very important and he should be open to his partner or else things will be very complicated. He learned his lesson once and promised to not do it again. </span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;">"I'm glad you get to be my protector then. You know me, fragile star and all that" he jested, no matter how strong he gets, there was this bitter feeling inside him that knows at the end of the day, he was still on the chain to be hunted by selfish people who wanted their energy. That doesn't seem like it would change anytime soon which was unfortunate. He chuckled when Jae told him he radiated baby energy, "Baby energy? Now where did you find that phrase hm?" he raised his eyebrows playfully as he narrowed his eyes towards the dhampir, where was the lie though? Han can behave like that sometimes, but it does mean people feel like they wanted to protect him which should be something good. He wouldn't lie, at first he was a bit insecure on his own physical strength, Han was really invested in the idea of being able to defend himself should another attack occur, he couldn't take any chances anymore, he has been attacked at least three times in the same city and it's not going to look like a coincidence if a fourth comes along. But when he threw Jae around like that, he wondered how much it hurts.</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;"><a href="https://64.media.tumblr.com/0045cf1eef41a77a527b5e064a3a2b95/a17d6fe751c82366-12/s540x810/b37e532c262ac22c9dee15f254a13b632d42d09d.gifv" target="_blank" rel="noopener"><img src="https://64.media.tumblr.com/0045cf1eef41a77a527b5e064a3a2b95/a17d6fe751c82366-12/s540x810/b37e532c262ac22c9dee15f254a13b632d42d09d.gifv?profile=RESIZE_710x" width="240" class="align-left"/></a> "You sound like you're proud of me" he pointed out wryly, it does make him happy to know that. "Oh you definitely got back at me" Even he couldn't deny the strength the dhampir possessed and that was nowhere near half of it, he was sure of it. If Jae wanted to pummel him, he definitely could do so without even sparing him a glance. "Well like you said, you dyed your hair a lot and I imagine your scalp said please no" he really did like it when Jae would often surprise him with another colored look, it was refreshing. Not to mention, his boyfriend rocked all the looks. "You wanna go for curls next? Interesting choice…" Just because you couldn't dye your hair another color, doesn't mean you couldn't try and style it differently, right? As expected, Jae is very experimental. When asked what makes him think all of that existed, Han shrugged absentmindedly, "I'm a fallen star baby, if that's possible then a lot of things are possible. I learn to believe in fate and destiny because for the longest of time, it's the only thing I could cling to. The idea of the red string of fate doesn't seem too far fetched." </span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;">It didn't really sound logical to others but Han really believed in it. Soulmates were real to him. "And not all soulmates end up in romantic love. Some came with platonic love." He likes Leigh, when he first met the kitsune at Winterfest, where he came alongside Eun, he knew those two were gonna end up together before long and he was glad to find out things were doing great between them. "The theory that the calmest people are usually the scariest when angry… calm before the storm totally came from them." He didn't doubt Jae's statement, Eun looked like he could be quite the person when he's pissed. His eyes softened considerably when Jae said that, "If you're fine with it, if you think being with me is worth it, then… I'll try my best to make your 'exile' comfortable." He disliked the idea that his father would turn everyone Jae cared for against him, it was cruel. "Your mother couldn't possibly be against you… or your brother…" at least that's what he would like to think. "We will survive this again, Jae… we have been through a lot and I can tell you it made us stronger every time" he reassured and pressed a soft kiss to his cheek. "Come on, help me clean up and then we can play some video games. I still need to show you who's the loser." </span></p> Seeing the way Han lit up lik…tag:eternalcityrp.com,2020-10-03:6610746:Comment:4176162020-10-03T11:45:14.907Z✓ Jaesung Moonhttps://eternalcityrp.com/profile/S
<p>Seeing the way Han lit up like that when he spoke about how he saw his own attraction made the dhampir a little shy, averting his gaze and smiling softly “I’m saying you’re the first person I felt close enough to, to realize I wanted to be close with them for...a very long time” he nodded a few times, the urge to kiss Han hadn’t been something constantly on his mind, it was more in the form of knowing he didn’t want to let the star go and couldn’t stand the idea of someone else being closer…</p>
<p>Seeing the way Han lit up like that when he spoke about how he saw his own attraction made the dhampir a little shy, averting his gaze and smiling softly “I’m saying you’re the first person I felt close enough to, to realize I wanted to be close with them for...a very long time” he nodded a few times, the urge to kiss Han hadn’t been something constantly on his mind, it was more in the form of knowing he didn’t want to let the star go and couldn’t stand the idea of someone else being closer to him. Jae nodded slightly when Han said he wanted to protect him too “Everyone needs protection sometimes, whether it be from threats out there or even from themselves” he looked up at Han and smiled, on their worst days they had learned how to be there for one another, the little things they could do to cheer on another up and make it just the tiniest bit better. “I know” he commented with a soft tone to his voice “You radiate baby energy sometimes, people want to take care of you” he noticed the same pattern with how Yeon treated Han.</p>
<p><a href="https://64.media.tumblr.com/41e0c4e659ca1411ed0466c8a44df627/3ed9c553d0e474c1-d4/s540x810/094b2421d35e5492bc03d09d90ee0472328b99cd.gifv" target="_blank" rel="noopener"><img src="https://64.media.tumblr.com/41e0c4e659ca1411ed0466c8a44df627/3ed9c553d0e474c1-d4/s540x810/094b2421d35e5492bc03d09d90ee0472328b99cd.gifv?profile=RESIZE_710x" class="align-right" width="278" height="212"/></a>Jae laughed when Han backtracked on what happened and seemed guilty for how strong he had gotten “It’s not a bad thing Han, it means you have it under control, which is so different to the way it was when we met” he was proud and you could hear it in Jae’s voice, he had wanted to get stronger but he had always wanted Han to get stronger too, so that he would feel safe and happy. He felt like he had seen some broken parts in Han heal within the time they had spent together and it was uplifting to know he might have been a small part in helping. “Tell that to the headache I had afterward” he chuckled under his breath “But I got you back enough times, so we can call it even” he responded with a wry smile, they had to be a little rough to make the training real but if anyone got seriously hurt then it would end immediately, they knew that, there was a silent understanding.</p>
<p>Jae grinned when he saw the way Han reacted to him tying his hair back, honestly it felt strange to him but if the star liked it then he wouldn’t cast the idea aside “Well I did try most colors already but it was mostly to answer my hair’s prayers for a break” he commented with a chuckle “I did get some new curlers though, I might try and see if I can make it wavy” hey if he couldn’t change the color he could try changing other things right? There was something touching about the way Han believed in destiny and the idea of reincarnation, it wasn’t the first time he had explained his thoughts about how he believed in soulmates and it made Jae feel special knowing he believed the dhampir was his “You make it all sound so poetic” he commented with a soft voice “What makes you so sure that things like that exist?” perhaps he wondered if there was a certain philosophy behind his beliefs.</p>
<p>Jae chuckled when Han pointed out it was more likely Eun who would tell Han off for insulting Leigh’s kind “Well you know how it is, Leigh gets upset by anything and he will do anything to make it right” his brother really was deep for the kitsune and honestly, Jae was really happy for them, Eun deserved to know happiness. Even if it made things more complicated for their situation back home, how could he ever tell him not to be happy. “He really is scary when he’s mad...it happens rarely but when it does” he shuddered a little and shook his head “I think he saves up his rage for when it really matters” he remembered his brother always being calm when he was younger, always the one who never seemed affected by his father’s yelling or stern comments. “Is it really exile if I’m with you?” he responded in a soft voice, Jae never wanted to risk what he had with Han. He bit his lip when Han asked him what he was afraid of “He has influence over people, it wouldn’t just be him I lose...it might be my mother...or my brother” Hyunsik still did as he was told after all.</p>
<p>“And I’m scared he might try to twist things...he doesn’t like losing control” perhaps he was scared he might even try to hurt Han to get what he wanted. But Jae didn’t want to say that out loud. He got to his feet and held his hands out towards Han to pull him up "I don't want anything to come between us" he spoke softly as he looked into his eyes. </p> When the dhampir told him tha…tag:eternalcityrp.com,2020-10-03:6610746:Comment:4176122020-10-03T02:52:10.740Z✓ Hanseol Parkhttps://eternalcityrp.com/profile/Gen
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;">When the dhampir told him that his attraction came from being close with someone, he couldn’t wipe the ever-growing stupid grin off his face, “So you’re saying you’re close with me, got it” he quipped teasingly and nudged him, it might sounded like a simple sentence but to the fallen star, it meant everything. Insecurity is a fatal flaw most people suffer from, and though he has been</span> <b>considered…</b></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;">When the dhampir told him that his attraction came from being close with someone, he couldn’t wipe the ever-growing stupid grin off his face, “So you’re saying you’re close with me, got it” he quipped teasingly and nudged him, it might sounded like a simple sentence but to the fallen star, it meant everything. Insecurity is a fatal flaw most people suffer from, and though he has been</span> <b>considered</b> <span style="font-weight: 400;">lucky this while, unfortunately, he wasn’t excluded from it. “You do the same to me, even though I’m not this warrior, I still feel tempted to protect you when I know you are more than capable of taking care of yourself. You still need someone to keep an eye out for you even if you’re the strongest person in the world, right?” Han felt like it was imperative to at least have one person who would look out for you. In his case, he had a few, the closest being his own boyfriend. “But for all that’s worth, you can protect me any day, Jae” he cooed and sent him a flirtatious wink, “I don’t mind being taken care of. Or babied, even.” </span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;">There were not a lot of things he wouldn’t mind doing if it was for the dhampir but that was just the Celestial being completely besotted by him. His cheeks flushed slightly when Jae mentioned he could throw him across the room, now physically, he wouldn’t be able to do that unless Jae allows him to or didn’t utilize his enhanced dhampir strength, but in reality Han was only able to do that using his Celestial energy that seemed to be improving day by day. “I didn’t throw you across the room that hard… though” he fiddled with his fingers absentmindedly and cleared his throat awkwardly. Admittedly his ability to wield the energy freaked him out every once in a while but the other male would often have him sit down and assure him it’s the process of learning and mistakes were bound to be there. </span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;"><a href="https://i.pinimg.com/originals/09/23/56/092356a5734c0c50ae867c8ac35d5f41.gif" target="_blank" rel="noopener"><img src="https://i.pinimg.com/originals/09/23/56/092356a5734c0c50ae867c8ac35d5f41.gif?profile=RESIZE_710x" width="240" class="align-left"/></a>When Jae pulled his hair back and imitated a tied up ponytail, his eyes lit up, before long the Celestial was already nodding in approval, “Yes please.” Now that he thought about it, it</span> <b>has</b> <span style="font-weight: 400;">been a while since his boyfriend sported a light colored hair color, which was out of the ordinary considering how experimental he could be. “And why is that, I wonder? Run out of colors to try? Or your hair begged you to stop?” He is a hopeless romantic. There wasn’t a moment where Han didn’t think of them meeting somewhere else. “I couldn’t recall any memories of my previous life so who knows? Maybe I did know you in my last one and I fell in love with you…</span> <b>again</b><span style="font-weight: 400;">.” He can't say no to them, he's right. “Nobody tries to purposely set themselves on fire in general, baby” he exclaimed dryly and shook his head, one of these days he might suffer a sudden heart attack when it comes to Jae. </span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: 400;">The idea of doing all those activities had the Celestial diving back to his cloud nine, picturing a few scenarios he could see happening. “Pssh, please… the one who would be more likely to get offended and kick my ass is Eun, your brother, and not Leigh. We both know our resident mister softy wouldn’t even hurt a fly voluntarily so… yeah. But yes, I would like to minimize the risks of being chased down by the eldest Moon.” You know what they say, the calmest are usually the scariest. “God knows how Eun would be like if he’s mad…” even the mere thought of it alone had him shuddering. Just as Jae placed his cutlery down upon finishing his meal, Han did the same but let out a heavy sigh afterwards, “Then when will you be able to go back? Jae, are you to live your life in exile forever?” He felt sad for him. This was the last living arrangement he would want for the dhampir. “Aside from him being your father, the head of the family and all… are you scared of him because of something else? What would he hold against you?” He was genuinely curious to know.</span></p>