It had been three blissful months since that night at the amusement park where Jae had told Hanseol that he loved him for the first time. What followed was a sense of exploration for the two of them as they slowly figured out the foundation of their relationship. Jae really liked being in a relationship, he liked the confidence that it fed into his daily life now and how much inspiration it had given him for his writing. He hadn't really told anyone yet but he had started work on a book of sorts which he was really happy with the progress of. honestly, it was kind of writing itself at this point and that excited him a lot. 

There were still a few things he did struggle with when it came to his relationship though, the first was finding balance in his life between all the things going on, with classes, working on the weekends, hanging out with his friends, of which he had made a few in the time he had been in Evermore, namely Daehyun Stormwind and then making time to spend with Hanseol, he was a very busy person nowadays. He liked that though, it was exciting for him to always have things to look forward to. He enjoyed the mix of things that he and Hanseol did, they tried their best to make it out for dates at least once a week but most of their time together was spent at the house, honestly, Jae was pretty sure at this point he was addicted to Hanseol's cooking, or just addicted to Hanseol in general really.

One thing that really weighed on his mind now was the fact that he hadn't shared any part of this life with his family, it was the reason he couldn't update his relationship status online and why he would always avoid taking calls from home, especially if it was his father. He'd promised Hanseol that this was what he wanted and that he had every intention of telling them, but every time he thought he had the courage to do it, he ended up finding a reason not to. Honestly, he was just scared of losing anyone and he wasn't sure that feeling would ever go away but he did intend on telling them, he was at the place now where he was sure this relationship was good for him, being around Hanseol made him feel like a better person and he really liked caring for someone and having them care for him in return, he didn't give a damn that Hanseol was a man rather than the perfect woman he knew his parents wanted him to meet. 

Jae had finally been busted by his roommates though, which was probably for the best considering he was barely ever at the dorm anymore, only coming back late at night to sleep because he needed to be in class early that day and Hanseol's house wasn't exactly the best location for getting to campus early in the morning. It had kind of becoming a running joke that Jae would never be there in the morning, he was a morning person and he found it really hard to stay in bed once he was awake so when Han woke up, the dhampir was usually gone, though Jae did make a habit of always leaving him little notes and letters to make up for it but he knew that the celestial was probably getting tired of waking up to an empty bed.

These were all the thoughts that Jae had as he stared down at his phone while riding on the subway, changing the music on his phone and waiting for his stop, this was his regular route over to the west of the city to where Hanseol lived, it felt like such second nature to him now that he didn't even need to look up and check the stops as the subway went along its usual route. He was running later than normal because he'd stayed for an extra ad hoc lecture offered by his professor but he'd already let Han know he was going to be late so he didn't have to worry. It had been a good lecture, but by the time he was done, he was buzzing to get out of there and not think about study for the rest of the evening. When the subway stopped at his stop he hopped off the train and started walking the familiar route from the station to the place he kind of considered a second home, at least he had a drawer of things there anyway. 

It was the day before his 22nd birthday, though he hadn't mentioned that to quite literally anyone, he wasn't much for birthdays and always preferred to treat the day as if it was a normal day, most of his friends back home didn't even know when his birthday was because they'd never managed to pry it out of him. Hanseol of course though, had managed to worm the truth out of Jae, he just hoped the other male didn't go too overboard with any celebrations because Jae just wasn't the party type, though neither was the celestial so he didn't feel like he had too much to worry about. He looked up and pulled his headphones out of his ear as he walked up to the door and rang the doorbell. 

It was a bit of a pain that Han always locked the front door but he couldn't question the fallen star's need for security after what happened at the clinic so he always waited patiently for the other male to come and let him in. When the light cracked open and the door swung wide the dhampir smiled brightly as his gaze fell on Hanseol, his star, honestly his whole world. Every time he saw him he still beamed that same way, as though he was looking at his beauty for the first time "Hey there gorgeous" he spoke softly as he leaned in and captured the other male by his clothes and then pressed a warm sweet kiss against his lips. He instantly noticed the amazing smell coming from inside the house and raised his brows "Okay what smells utterly divine" he commented as he stepped inside, his eyes twinkly as he looked over at Han for a moment "Other than you of course" he chuckled nudging the door shut behind him. 

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Despite not being that handful when it comes to wording itself, Hanseol does like to show how much he cares. For instance, he would not miss out the opportunity to let Jae know how much he meant to him, how their relationship expands and evolved for the better throughout the entire period. How it flourished delicately like the flower petals he'd find strummed out by the clearing. He would tell the dhampir over and over again how he appreciated his company and presence alike, to keep him occupied whenever he was having a hard time. Those pitiful and tiring nights when he stayed back at the clinic to finish up his work and Jae always stopping by and even went as far as to stay with him, that was one of the things he really loved about the half-valkyr.

Yes, love. Make no mistake, Hanseol knew exactly what that word meant and what it particularly entails. And yet he uses it either way, because that is exactly what they have together. Love. A solid foundation built based on trust and appreciation on one another,  a pure holistic approach to another stage of life. Perhaps he could be naive as to say he loves Jae because the celestial wasn't exactly experienced in these sort of matters, but he knew enough to discern which is legit and which is not. “I like reckless you. Cute. Daring. But yes, carelessly dangerous sometimes… but to each of their own, right? You're still fully intact, I see” he jested, the ring of laughter surrounding their air like the morning dew breeze. He noticed the way Jae would stare into his eyes, and it has become increasingly harder to keep that blush away from his cheeks because it would often rise up without any prior notices nor notifications at all. It just comes and goes as it pleases.

Jae liked seeing the blush on Han and while the celestial didn't mind since it pleases his boyfriend so much, his shyness isn't called over the roof for no goddamn reason. Though all thoughts of being shy and timid sometimes went out the window whenever his duality switch was on, which frankly saying, is on the entire time he's with that dhampir. “It's true what they say, love changes you” he mumbled, his voice badly audible but distinctive enough for the other male to catch on with his enhanced senses. Jae counted the days they were together, and that made the fallen star grin stupidly, obviously elated by the mere thought of them continuing this said relationship longer. When the dhampir said he's hard to word things, Hanseol understood what he meant. It has come to their attention while figuring one another out that Jae wasn't much to say all those I Love Yous too, because he wanted to keep it minimal due to the significance it carried.

The celestial didn't mind but he'd lie if he said he didn't count the times the dhampir had said those words. And it meant so much to him knowing how hard it is to get him to say them. The brunette changed him for the better, he no longer thought about how the world would perceive him, and thoughts about finding his place in the world were decreasing since all he's ever given and fed were optimism. His own personal walking optimistic machine, the one he loves so much that he wouldn't be able to trade for anything else. Not even for his life.

Whenever he watched one or two romcoms on Netflix, he wondered if those things could actually happen in real life or if it has occurred before. His natural pessimistic self said it was too unrealistic, but seeing the relationship he's paving with Jae, perhaps such conformity exists, somewhere. Dreams were made out of something, no? “The honor's mine.” As soon as those words came flying out of his mouth, he brought up Jae's hand and placed a chaste kiss on it, like how a gentleman would usually do in greeting terms to the ladies. Only this time, it's his man. His one and only. For a while, the fallen star didn't know if it was just the overwhelming sensation or the part that was so surreal for him, so much it left him wanting more. Was it possible to get addicted to such an action? Especially when it should be Jae instead of him who wanted more of it? Every bite had to have venom, but with dhampirs, he wasn't sure if they do have venom, but even if they do, it was mixed with their saliva, resulting in a miraculous antidote; a healing bite.

Maybe that's why he's so excited and energetic, since it healed him, all his minor wounds and injuries. It gave him a peace of mind too, filling his head with clarity and serenity, like he was floating on the clouds with no worries to drag him down. But the fact that it is an intimate gesture, only made him feel giddy about it, since this was also another step into their relationship. The trust it will build between them, it would be a whole new level. Scoffing in response to the dhampir's jest, Hanseol rolled his eyes playfully. “Only things I say hm? Can we test on that? See if you can really attest to your…,” he was squinting his eyes scrutinizingly at the male as a wry smirk make its way up. “statement.” That teasing and promising tone however, wasn't being too playful on its own ‘ground'. It was clear that there's no way to stop Han from actually diverting his questions into a couple of highly related innuendos. That's Hanseol for you. Unpredictable at all times.

When he had asked Jae to bite him, he wasn't joking. He really wanted his boyfriend to do that again, more than that, he wanted Jae to derive the pleasure he'll receive from the said action. Was he afraid he might get drained? No, because he trusts Jae. And he knew dhampirs were unlikely to have the same bloodthirst a valkyr might, since they're still half human and that means a lot of things. Besides, the half-valkyr was able to stop himself after having one mouthful last night, and since a regular human can donate a pint of blood every 2 months, there was no reason why he couldn't take half as many if he wanted to. It's a win-win situation for both sides too since a dhampir's bite held healing properties. Seeing how comfortable Jae was being also gave him all the reassurances that he too, wanted that. The celestial didn't shy away from telling exactly what he knew the latter wanted to hear. They were both very vocal for a reason.

It didn't take them long to discard their tops, but seeing the aggravation masking the male's face who threw away the shirt like it disgusted him did got him sniggering. Backed against the wall harshly, he couldn't refrain himself from allowing a chuckle to escape him. “I'm sorry, it's just that, seeing you impatient is funny, such an impatient little dhampy” he purred, whispering in his ears, all the profanities he knew would rile the brunette up. Then, there was that word. That word that could really evoke a guttural growl from the supposedly shy star who's gaze darkened at a split second. Amazing how one word was enough to trigger something. Even though hyung was just an endearment and formal term to address an older male, it really stirred something inside him. Every time. Much like baby and all those nicknames Jae gave him, the word hyung however, did not top without a competition. Biting down on his bottom lip, he tried his best to restrain himself from actually growling again because that word stuck around, for quite a while. With both his arms and hands restrained by the dhampir who seemingly got a lot more stronger today, he was left helpless to do anything.

Thankfully, his dhampir got down to work fast. Well, almost. The nearer the kisses got to his neck, the more dizzy he got, and it was solely because of the excitement within him. Too slow, it was too slow. But again, he couldn't do anything but whimper pitifully, rivalling Byul and Yeontan. By the time he was free to use his hands, his knees buckled and went down. Fortunately, Jae knew exactly what would happen and it seems like he's done preparation for it. He was pulled down and nestled on his lap comfortably. The star could feel his breathing quickening when he felt the dhampir's whispers, asking for one last clarification. Thoughtful, that's what he is. And that kiss, let's not get him started on describing how it brought him to another world. A world filled with pleasure and bliss. “Yes yes, just fucking do it already, babe. You're teasing” he grumbled, and how easy it was, to get him so riled up.

Jae laughed softly, recklessness was a pain, it meant that he often had bruises or scratches from inanimate objects which he would definitely claim attacked him but Hanseol was right, he hadn’t really hurt himself that badly and when he did get hurt he healed so quickly that it was barely an issue, he was pretty sure his bones were quite resilient because he’d fallen more time he could count and yet he’d only ever broken one once. Jae joined the celestial’s laughter “Good because I think he’s around to stay” he smiled softly, it was a part of the person who he was, not a single person was entirely perfect in the world and he wouldn’t want to be, flaws were what made people interesting and unique “At least you know things will always be interesting” Jae chuckled, it did make for really good stories.

Jae’s eyes flicked up toward the star’s as he talked about love changing you, the comment was out of place but also not at all, Jae knew how he felt, he felt like he saw the world differently since he had fallen in love with Hanseol. Not in some cheesy be all and end all kind of way that some people might roll their eyes at him for but in a way that showed that he finally understood what true partnership felt like, it was about wanting to be around someone just as much as they wanted to be with you, it was thinking about another and what would make them happy but also bringing clarity to what you wanted for yourself too. Jae didn’t think he had anywhere near a picture of what future he wanted before he met Hanseol, sure he was carving a path before, but now it felt like more of a vision, something to strive towards rather than make it up as he went along “It does” Jae agreed as he pressed his lips into a smile.

Jae definitely saved the most important words for special occasions though, he was a firm believer in the idea that someone could become desensitized to something if they did it or said it too often and he never wanted to these feelings to become that. He didn’t want to take any of it for granted or trivialize the importance of what the two of them had. He tried to find a balance between reminding the star often that he thought the world of him without becoming the sappy guy whose only vocabulary was those three words.

Jae’s eyes twinkled a little as he glanced down to the hand which Hanseol took and pressed a kiss to, naturally the dhampir ran his thumb against his the star’s hand soothingly, he knew those kisses were Han’s way of saying it without saying it and so he took the time to revel in each one he was given, it was strangely intimate for him despite it being a chaste action simply because of the significance the action held. He was thinking about how much the two of them did to care for one another without even saying so or asking for anything in return. Like how they would make sure one another were comfy whenever they could, Jae remembered the time he had fallen asleep against the star’s chest after a particularly taxing day and Han had stayed there for hours and just let him sleep, Jae had asked him why he didn’t wake him up and the star had told him he needed the rest. Little things that reminded him often how much this all meant “The honor’s ours” Jae corrected with a nod, they were equal in this, partners.

“Oh I never said only” Jae teased back but he raised his brows when the other male said he wanted to test it, the challenging expression on his face making the dhampir smile, they did like to play around at times, always challenging and teasing one another “Bring it on” he spoke as he made a beckoning motion with his hands. Jae wasn’t the kind of person to say no to a challenge, or the chance to make their days more interesting. The dhampir actually had quite a good memory, though it was more focused around what he heard or read rather than what he saw or did, he could forget where he put something ten minutes ago but remember something had told him once in a conversation as clear as day, it was strange how the mind worked.

Jae had to admit he was pretty surprised to be asked to bite the celestial, in all their time together so far they hadn’t gone there, Jae didn’t know if it was just out of politeness or lack of thought on the subject, perhaps Hanseol sensed that Jae wasn’t all that in touch with that side of himself, he had told him early on that he didn’t really know how to resolve with the fact he needed blood to be at his strongest. Jae didn’t like asking to take blood, it felt selfish, even in small amounts. There was also the fact that the last thing he ever wanted to do was actually cause the star pain and he was still new to this, but like Han had suggested, if they were going to delve into this particular route of pleasure, then they could figure it out together. He trusted the star and Han trusted him, if either of them felt any discomfort then they could always stop.

It wasn’t exactly a secret that Jae could be very impatient when it came to his boyfriend, he could be very impatient with a lot of things, not with people in general because in that respect he was good at waiting, but when he was waiting for food or sex, all patience went out the window. “Can you blame me when I have all of this to look forward to?” Jae asked as his hands skimmed down the celestial’s torso, he would never get tired of seeing the male like this, especially with him pressed up against him like this, nowhere to go, just the two of them. Hearing the fallen star’s reaction to his wordplay made the dhampir smirk a little, he’d learned quickly that the celestial had a thing for those little nicknames and while baby had become his go-to, he knew exactly which one to pull out when he wanted to rile the other male up. He was impressed at Hanseol’s restraint though, watching the way he swallowed some of the sounds he wanted to make.

The sounds that came from Han as the dhampir teased against his bare skin was thrilling, his head already spinning and he hadn’t had a single drop of blood from the celestial yet, he could tell that Hanseol was feeling that same level of apprehension and impatience he was too by the time he was done holding him there. Jae and Han had enough experience with one another by now to know each other’s limits so dropping them to the floor was the smart thing to do, not to mention Jae liked the idea of the star’s head being so close to his ear when he bit him, wanting to hear to raw reaction that he had to what he was doing and feel it with every part of his body. He was teasing on purpose, mostly to get revenge for that impatience comment earlier, it wasn’t smart to challenge Jae just after the star had asked him to go for the throat, a place he knew always sent the other male off the deep end.

“Oh baby, you said I was the impatient one, a curse word not like you” he smirked again, but it was incredibly sexy to hear, his mind followed up, this time he gave in to what Hanseol wanted, Jae’s pressed his chest up against Hanseol’s as he held his lips there against his neck and one hand reached up to rest against the back of Hanseol’s hair, his hand tangling around the dark locks and then he opened his mouth and sank his teeth into Han’s neck, the placement just right to instantly bring a flow of blood into Jae’s mouth that made him moan out the moment it touched his tongue, his hands pulled a little on the celestial’s hair just because of the overwhelming sensations that took him over, waves of bliss spreading through his body just from the taste in his mouth, trembles took over his body which he knew Han would feel if he wasn’t too lost in his own pleasure. Jae was loud as he swallowed some of the liquid down his whole body feeling like it was on fire, every touch and movement magnifying instantly, like he’d shot adrenaline into his veins, he honestly felt on top of the world and the scream that escaped his lips as he went in for a second hit said it all.

Humming in response to the dhampir's answer regarding his reckless self, Hanseol chuckled and smiled tenderly at the brunette. How can someone be so pure and so full of life? Is it really possible to put all of that positivity into a human vessel? Admittedly, it was a half-human vessel, but still apart of the human anatomy all the same. He wouldn't trade his recklessness nor carelessness for anything else, it made Jae unique and loveable, as he's sure many could attest to that. It's hard to deny Jaesung Moon, if he's not allowing you, you'll find yourself in a loop of never-ending baby faced Jae. While he's cute that way, it's just sad to see him upset. If he did so much as half a pout, that was enough to send Han across the Pacific Ocean.

“When you say things will be interesting, I do hope you're not implying on more of the unfortunate events like burning the house down, I don't think that's wise” he interjected, clearly not really looking forward to even a mere suggestion of a renovation happening anytime soon. The dark-haired celestial loves his current residency and wouldn't want to change it, no after he's been living in the exact living quarters for a while now, after moving out of the celestials’ mansion. A big step like that shouldn't go to waste. “No really, I'd rather have you do reckless stuff inside the bedroom instead.” Normally it would sound suggestive as what an innuendo would sound like, but strangely enough, his expression and tone did not match that of it. He was really worried if Jae would hurt himself again. God help him if that dhampir does end up getting hurt again. Maybe he'll need to wrap him up protectively under a casing of a bubble wrap or something. Anything to avoid him from any type of danger.

Watching his expressions and reactions change between the shifts were what was very worthwhile for him. Seeing the look on Jae's face, the way his eyes would lit up, following the celestial's, also how his lips would curve into that drop dead gorgeous boxy smile of his that always got Hanseol weak on the knees. If he could melt, he would've melt into a puddle. Quite literally. Jae's attractive, and hot. He had the looks, the height, the posture, his body proportion was perfect in his perspective. To pair it up, he also possessed a kind and generous heart. Bigger than anyone else's that he's ever met and even though that's not a lot in comparison, it still doesn't hinder the fact that Jaesung would remain the most beautiful person that ever existed in his life.

The dhampir taught him what it feels like to be in love and had successfully changed his perspectives and views towards the particular concept and theme revolving around love. He understood better now,  that love wasn't that cliche stuff you see happening in romcoms neither was it something that you read from a romantic novel. It's a mix of both realistically, but not without hardships. Getting to know one another's strengths and weaknesses that would aid them in their journey together to pace a much better road to the future, it was all that he's ever wanted. Someone to love him, someone to care for him – someone to be there with him through everything else. And what a dream come true it was. A splendid dream come true, indeed.

Their intimacy evolved throughout their time together, from small pecks to kitten kisses to a full blown making out session. From holding hands, intertwining those fingers together, pressing against one another as their body molded into one another like they were one, to hugging and spooning. They fitted well, thankfully. Both of them were the same heights and the way his hands would always snug on perfectly around Jae's body never ceased to bring a smile to his face. “Since I don't want to end up pushing you into a whole quiz session today, because no one deserves that on their birthday, I don't condone such cruelty,” he winked playfully, pursing his lips lightly before resuming. “let's just think more about other things.” Hmm, definitely a better way to bring about a solution. Being intimate with one another was nothing foreign for the two of them anymore, they experimented in a few ways and knew what gets them hot and going, and what does not. Inside and out, it's swept clean. Biting was never a kink he thought he'd develop, but he was not complaining the slightest.

When he said he loved it whenever the half-valkyr planted marks on him, especially love bites, this was not what he expected but again, no complaints. He's okay with it and so was Jae. Honestly, after last night's ‘occurrence’, Hanseol formed a liking towards it. As overwhelming as it is, if brought him this tiny sensation last night, that lasted until this morning. One feeling he could not deny nor forget. And he wanted to feel that again. Strangely enough, the celestial was the one being overly excited about the idea of it rather than the doer, but then again, both would be at the same receiving end, but on a slightly different scale. So as soon as Jae confirmed it was fine and Hanseol have his consent afterwards, it was just them sweeping that road again, feet first on that asphalt. He shuddered in response to the dhampir's touch over his torso, eliciting a small whimper and tear jerking nudge from him. Jae knew what teasing does to him, it's already getting him annoyed by the ministrations applied by his boyfriend. Guess he was the impatient one, afterall. He'll take that.

The fallen star had his fists balled up until it was white in color like he was trying so hard not to do anything, or in this case, trying his very best not to tackle the male before him. The temptation was real. But if he was gonna get anywhere near wanting what he came for, he'll need to play nice. For now. “Curse word is not like me? And you think teasing looks good on you?” he prodded, rolling his eyes at the male following his comment. He didn't even notice the pressure he had placed on his bottom lip since he was busy clenching his jaw and torturing his own lips until it drew a small cut, the familiar smell of coppery metallic liquid standing by. It was soon joined when Jae sank his teeth in that exact same spot he had pointed earlier. Hanseol could feel the pointy end of his canines puncturing and broke his skin, but all that stinging sensation didn't matter after a while because a huge wave of arousal came washing his way, and boy was he fresh with carnal pleasure now. All thoughts about ever going gentle on his significant other was no more. That was simply not going to happen today.

Just to make it a little worse, Jae had his long slender fingers tangled up in his locks, fucking hell. If he could count the number of curse words he uttered internally, he'd be so ashamed. Much like the half-valkyr, the celestial felt himself succumbing to a a new wave of pleasure shamelessly. A string of moans escaped him, that somewhat sounded harmoniously combined with Jae's own. Those clandestine sinful thoughts, he never knew he had them but with the way he felt right now? He's on fire. His whole body was burning with passion and the fires kindling him from within was fueling his desires. Eyes clouded with lust, he rarely opened them because it was hard to keep yourself in control when you're quite literally halfway across the moon. Neither of them spared trying not to be loud and it wasn't even on purpose. Today was probably the loudest he's heard of Jae. And he couldn't say the opposite for him too, since he was sure their cries of pleasure could be heard across the neighborhood. While getting hazy in his aphrodisiac world, his no longer bound hands found the dhampir's waist and pulled him closer, if that was even possible. One hand tugged on his hair while the other gripped on the hip dangerously low. That's going to leave a bruise, for sure. “Baby, I want you…n-no no, I need you” he breathed out, finding it lucky that he's even able to form words.

Jae laughed and shook his head “No I don’t think we’ll repeat the fire incident, I could smell burning for days after the whole thing, no matter how many showers I took” he didn’t purposely try to break things or walk into them, it just kinda happened upon him. He had also had a few mishaps when the two of them were getting hot and heavy, mostly knocking himself off whatever they were currently working on, he’d also caught the celestial’s lip and made it bleed a few times and there was that one time he’d headbutted him by accident. Every time Jae had made up for it with apologies and kisses better and he was getting better at holding his own balance while in the heat of the moment now, came with practice and familiarity he supposed.

Jae had a fair while now to consider how he wanted to define his sexuality, it was something that he’d given a lot of thought over, once he thought he was straight, now he knew for sure that he wasn’t but he still got caught up over the fact that the only man he had ever felt anything like that for was his star, he loved Hanseol, felt a deep connection to him and honestly the dhampir thought he was the most stunning person he had ever met, both with his striking looks on the outside and the caring and gentle heart he had on the inside. Perhaps bisexual was the best label for Jae’s sexuality but the half-valkyr didn’t think he would feel this level of attraction to anyone else, male nor female, Hanseol was everything he could ever ask for in a partner.

And what he felt went way further than attraction, that passion and desire was what had drawn him in but it was the person he got to know that he truly fell in love with, the guy who made him feel giddy and childish every time he saw him smiling back at him. The guy who he loved without condition and accepted exactly the way he was, flaws and insecurities included. The two of them were a team now, they made decisions together and supported one another through the good and the bad, he finally felt like they were getting to the level openness he craved in a relationship, he wanted to be able to share everything, feel connected to one another and not feel any shame in the truth. Truthfully he was smitten and very, very happy.

The way they were with each other had definitely changed with time, at first they were quite apprehensive with one another, always worrying about what was and wasn’t good, concerned with fully expressing the deepest desires they might have for fear of judgment but on that front, they were in a good place now. Jae had told and shown Hanseol the things that made him tick and in turn he had learned the celestial’s, they learned to avoid the things that made the other uncomfortable, they became so in tune to one another that Jae could usually sense little changes in Hanseol’s behavior that told him when his boyfriend was frisky. Though nowadays they were so confident and comfortable around one another that when they were alone a lot of their talk could be taken that way and that often made it very hard to keep their hands off one another. Making up for lost time, Jae saw it as, considering both of them hadn’t experienced it before each other “You know I never complain about thinking of other things” he repeated it back in the same tone the celestial gave him with a smirk.

Jae did get a certain amount of pleasure in being able to tease the other male, though he knew it was usually only a short amount of time he could do so before the celestial would get impatient and act on impulse. He enjoyed taking his time to enjoy Hanseol’s body, it was so perfect to him and the other male kept in such good shape that it almost felt like a crime not to appreciate every curve and muscle he had. Maybe Jae had a thing for muscles. He’d discovered a lot of things he never knew about himself during their exploration, how he liked both giving and receiving when it came to intimacy depending on the way he was feeling at the time, the places he liked to be touched and kissed the most. He definitely knew he was spurred on most by sound, which luckily for him was something his partner shared in great measure. The best part of all this was being able to take his time to really know himself, his boyfriend and the way things worked best for them and communicate honestly about the things they wanted without shame.

Jae was actually impressed that Han was doing such a good job of holding himself back, that only told the dhampir how much he wanted the bite which only brought him more satisfaction. The celestial’s comment on teasing made Jae give a wry laugh “I think you like being teased more than you care to admit” he wet his bottom lip and smirked, he smelt the celestial’s blood before he even leaned down to pierce against his skin. It was almost impossible to describe the way that the blood made him feel, it took effect of him immediately, sent his head into a kaleidoscope of colors and feeling, it was intense and overwhelming but also something that felt so good that you never wanted to stop. As he swallowed it down his voice only got louder, so incredibly turned on but the whole thing, enjoying the way the star was nestled in his lap and was grinding against him as he took blood from him.

Jae knew exactly what he was doing to the star, his hands tangled in his hair and the bite against his neck exploiting two of the star’s biggest wants together and the sounds he got in return from Hanseol were plenty gratification for him. His own moans started to take word form, the way they usually did when Jae got really into the moment, he was always the one to be moaning his boyfriend’s name as they moved together. He was sure the neighbors got to hear plenty of it too, though he simply didn’t care, when he allowed himself to get lost in Hanseol nothing else mattered, he was all he needed. Jae was still latched against the star’s neck, prolonging the bite and the taste of the hot blood against his tongue for much longer this time but his attention was taken by the feeling of the star’s hand against his hip, digging in tightly against the skin as the star tried to release some of the pressure he was feeling, Jae groaned at the feeling, his hand curling into a fist around the strands of hair he was holding before he let go.

Those words instantly caused his breath to hitch, his eyes scanning where they were and the options they had with the space in mind, he could have dragged them downstairs but he wasn’t sure either of them would make it there “Well then I guess you better get on your knees for me baby” he spoke as he ran a tongue over his lips to take in the leftover blood which had spread over them. He leaned in to kiss the celestial passionately and he tasted a small amount of blood on the star’s lip from the earlier cut as he searched for entrance to his mouth, as he kissed him he shifted from under him to face him on his knees, still meeting each movement they made desperately his tongue almost fighting with the star’s. When they broke he smirked and signaled for the other male to turn around, well this would be a new one for the list he thought as he reached to unbutton Hanseol’s pants from behind him.

Scrunching his nose up and nodded in agreement, he could not deny that Jae does smell burnt even to the next day even though he was sure the dhampir had already told him he’s showered a lot more frequent than he did, and that was saying something. He remembered questioning him just how many showers he took that day alone and witnessing the flustered look on him was one memorable sight. Speaking of showers, he quirked an eyebrow up as he directed a questioning look his way. “I rather have you smell like strawberries than roasted chicken, please. Even though that does sound appetizing…” he mumbled, tracing one hand over the dhampir’s shoulder absentmindedly. “Though if that does warrant a tryout from me getting you into the shower, I guess I can...reconsider.” Of course, he would.

Speaking of which, Hanseol likes taking showers, especially having those long ones that would allow him to let loose behind those translucent mirrors of the door. If only it could wash all his worries and woes away, but it doesn’t necessarily mean it has never worked nor helped occasionally. “You’re really reckless...but that makes you a lot more endearing, so I’m not complaining. Though I’d still ask you to refrain from hurting yourself” he sniggered, clearly taking a lot of amusement out of jesting the other male. It was so funny to see the reaction elicited by him. “Hurting me, on the other hand, that, I don’t mind.” Those lip bites where Jae would often draw blood on his bottom lip? Sure. The head butts? No problem. That time when he tripped on the celestial? What’s new. He’s not expendable, but he can handle a few bruises here and there. Especially if it’s coming from his own boyfriend, though it’s clear where he would prefer having them at.

With Jae, everything felt easier. He didn’t need to worry about other things that held his life in its palm. Though it was clear he’s having it easier than the other male, unlike Jae, Han didn’t have any parents nor actual biological family to impress or keep a reputation to precede. He didn’t have to be pressured into succeeding into this shell of a person he didn’t wish to be. However, after witnessing the maturity growth shown by Jae, he’s more than assured that he would do the best for himself; he’ll live and shape his life the way he feels it should be done. Boy, was he proud to know that.

The celestial didn’t have to struggle with his sexuality too, he didn’t even know there was any term for it, in the first place. The fallen star is already so inexperienced with love and care in general, much less the idea of a relationship between two souls. A bond that was tied up that would end up being what he wanted most. Who knew. Not him, that’s for sure. After finding out the term of bisexuals, he began researching about others, just as well. To do some… reading. Yes. Loving Jae was one of the best things he’s ever done, and for Hanseol; someone who didn’t know what to do most of the time, that’s a big deal. For once, he knew what he wanted and he sought them out without any apprehension. He didn’t know what he needed was someone to trust, to love, to care, and to cherish, until the end of all times. Now he has that, someone he deeply loved.

Shortly after establishing the root and solid foundation of their said relationship together, the dark-haired celestial was able to find more about himself, his desires and wants. They were no longer shy now, of course, there were plenty of those cutesy moments when either one or both would be flushed with their own blushes, but nothing surprising. If there was one thing Hanseol could say, it’s that Jae really did know how to turn him topsy turvy. He’s literally at the half-valkyr’s mercy here, and should he choose to tease him again, he didn’t know what he’d do afterward because god knows there’s only so much self-control in the celestial’s 5’11” body. The fallen star is putty in his grasp, that’s what he is. Thankfully Jae knew exactly what would happen once he got out the steps, because slumping down to the wall, both their bodies pressed against one another on the cooling floorboards, that’s their current situation, at the moment. The dhampir had Han cradled in his embrace and he loved it with all his heart, his head resting just around the latter’s neck while he positioned his own stance, hovering above the celestial. He could feel Jae’s hot breaths against his skin that’s slowly crawling with goosebumps emerging from plenty of places in his body.

The way he’s restraining himself, burying his head with other happy thoughts, so he wouldn’t actually end up tackling the dhampir and have his way with him instead. Tonight was about giving himself to Jae, allowing the dhampir to take the reins again. If he wants that to happen, it will. Though admittedly, it is slightly complicated because Jae wasn’t making it easy for the star who’s already clenching his jaw tightly. A scoff escaped him when he craned his neck to meet the dhampir’s dark hues with his own antagonizing ones too. “Mhmm, maybe I do. But if you don’t stop teasing me any time soon, there’s not gonna be much of-” Before he had the chance to finish his words, he was cut off when Jae sunk his teeth deep into him. Oh god. It should be illegal to feel this good, but if it is, then Hanseol would be more than glad to commit such act over and over again, without any shame displayed across his ‘innocent-like’ boyish features.

The celestial didn’t even try to conceal any sounds produced by him, whether it was a pitiful whimper or a loud sinful moan. Take your pick. What fueled him, even more, was hearing the beautiful sounds Jae made in his bite, the way he had torn his skin skillfully, it made him feel like he’s floating somewhere up the cloud nine. His moans were what really got him going. Following the harsh and tight grip he had around the dhampir’s hip, the sudden firm grip on his locks sends him spiraling down. “Fuck.” Did he realize he’s been grinding against his boyfriend this entire time? Nope. Not the slightest. Hearing those words coming from him sounded a whole lot hotter for some reason, the way his baritone voice would send him trembling in pleasure land, how many kinks did he even have?

Obeying the dhampir like an obedient person, Han positioned himself properly, which was kneeling against the floorboards and allowing the other male to turn him around. But before that, the way he caught his lips into his own got the celestial hazed with desire. They were both trying to battle for dominance but in the end, Jae won, much to no one’s surprise. So when he released his hold, the celestial whined loudly, already missing the addictive taste the brunette left him. Oh, he’s going to need more of that. Definitely. The buckles of his pants didn’t take long to get undone, and from one piece came down to another, and all he remembered was the way the clouds eyeing them scrutinizingly, from the sliding door of the balcony.

Whenever the two of them go lost in one another like that, somehow they always ended up here. The hallway had been added to the list of places the two of them had now blessed, their moans merging with one another and getting louder and louder until they had eventually given in to the burning desire inside of them. Once they were both sated sufficiently Jae had taken Hanseol by the hand and kissed it softly, pulling him up off the floor of the hallway before leading the way back to the bedroom. He pushed open the door and headed inside, he made his way towards the bed and pulled back the covers and then climbed inside, waiting for the celestial to join him under the white sheets before he pulled it over them both.

His eyes had remained on the celestial as he laid there next to him for a few moments just thinking about how lucky he was to be able to have moments like this, he felt complete and elated, his whole body still tingling all over from the aftermath of their time together but also from the way he felt about the whole thing. It wasn’t just about having sex with them, it was about getting intimate and close with one another in a way others wouldn’t understand. It made him understand why people might want to wait for the right person before they chose to do this and it made him glad he had waited himself. He cared about the fallen star deeply and that made everything feel more significant for him, especially because he enjoyed himself most when he knew his partner was too.

Jae didn’t feel tired, he felt alive, more alive than he had ever really known. It reminded the dhampir just how connected the two of them were and how much happiness and fulfillment he was getting by being in this relationship. Climbing under the covers he pulled himself in close to the star, his arm resting under his head as he just watched him for a while, Jae’s fingers gently stroked the hair at the back of Hanseol’s head as he did so, the other one rested against the star’s shoulder and drew little patterns against them. Jae didn’t really know if Hanseol could feel the letters or if it just felt like a nice touch against his skin but the dhampir was drawing things like ‘I heart u’ against him.

Perhaps Jae was at his most sappy at times like these but as he looked at the doe-eyed male, seeing the way his hair was all tousled thanks to all the moving and pulling they had done and the slightly flushed hue to his cheeks because they had worked up quite the sweat, Jae couldn’t help but see the most gorgeous person he had ever laid eyes on. That wasn’t even him being dramatic or corny, he truly believed that, even when compared with celebrities and models, he would still choose the star “You are so beautiful” Jae murmured as he nuzzled up closer to the star and pressed his nose against his, his forehead resting against Hanseol’s too “How did I get blessed with someone so beautiful” he mused though he wasn’t looking for an answer to the question, he just wanted to express what he was thinking about when it came to the star out loud.

He remained there in silence for a moment, his eyes fluttered closed and just enjoying being close to Hanseol, he wasn’t tired but he could stay in this bed all day if it meant he got to stay close to Han like this “Thank you for my gifts” Jae spoke softly as he moved his hand up from the star’s shoulder to touch the chain which he was now wearing around his neck, the key resting against his chest now a reminder of the love they shared and the commitment they were making to each other for a future, it was much more than just a key to Jae “Really you’ve spoiled me, especially with that last one” the dhampir chuckled though he wasn’t sure that had been in the star’s plans. His hand moved from the key to rest against Hanseol’s cheek, his thumb rubbing gently against it as he stared deep into his eyes. Deep brown eyes that reminded him of earth, reliable and deep, he could look at them for hours and never get bored. “You don’t have any more plans for us do you?” Jae asked softly “Because I was thinking we just put on some Disney movies and cuddle the rest of the day away” they were supposed to be sick after all, best to get some rest in.

Much like what would always happen every time they got too ‘carried’ away with their affection, the morning went on smoothly, at least for him, but no doubt the dhampir that’s with him also felt the same. The way their bodies would tangle with one another, molding the two of them together like it was the perfect fit, Hanseol found himself smiling at the thought of them staying that way forever. They’ve never been to the 3rd floor, since there wasn’t much stored up there, to begin with. Even Hanseol seldom comes venturing because there was literally no reason for him to walk around there other than to get fresh air, though he’s made it his routine to jog around the neighborhood or to the central park as part of his ‘cardio’.

Since the celestial is a fan of flowers, he did put hydrangeas, one of his favorites, alongside lilies, who he recalled to be Jae’s favorite too. The idea of combining both their interests together really appealed forward to the fallen star who’s gradually learning more about their relationship. It does seem like he’s slowly turning this into a research thesis, but would that be such a bad thing? If it means he would understand more about this bond they have between them, why not, right? After all, taking in his rather meticulous and studious self into consideration, there was no telling how Hanseol would take all those information in and digest them. One thing is for sure though; he’ll like it either way. The mere thought of them, it sends butterflies fluttering inside him.

Hallway in the 3rd floor, checked. That definitely made in his not-supposed-to-be-a-list. For the past few months, both Han and Jae have been, admittedly, quite experimental and open with each other. That means, they’ve been finding things that ended up being comfortable for them. It didn’t take them long to find their way back to his room just one floor below. The dark-haired celestial dived in shoulder first towards the messy sheets of his bed. He had taken it upon himself to wrap his hands around the dhampir’s waist, pulling him closer so he would be able to nuzzle against his chest, per usual. That’s going to be his new favorite thing to do if it wasn’t becoming habitual already.

Of course, he remembered clearly what happened earlier, every single bit detail of it was not going to be erased from his head ever. The more he buried his head deeper into Jae’s embrace, his arms wrapped around him firmly without any suggestions of letting go, it triggered his memories. Even though it just occurred a little over an hour earlier, he still felt hazy. His memories felt clouded but in a good way, since he could still feel the lingering pleasure Jae brought him. Every sound and moan he managed to successfully evoke out of the half-valkyr gave him a weird sensation, one he really liked. But that was nowhere near what he got, though. “You smell nice…” he murmured absentmindedly, clearly still intoxicated with the dhampir, without even leaving one point for subtlety. No point in hiding it now, he’s hooked, immensely whipped for his boyfriend. But were they really sated? Maybe.

Fluttering his eyes closed like he was still in cloud nine as he could feel Jae’s finger tracing a pattern on his sweat glistened skin. A small whimper escaped him as he could feel the soreness his body was feeling, yup he’s aching in a few parts. The blush he never knew was even there, resting casually on his flushed cheeks, deepened when he heard the compliment thrown by his dhampir. “I think it’s more to how did I get blessed with someone this ethereal” he exclaimed, one hand caressing the other male’s jaw tenderly, staring him with the most loving look he could muster up amidst the exhaustion. Even when his hair is damp with sweat and their breaths still moving at a rather uneven pace by a slightly upper level, he still looked so beautiful

Hanseol hoped today would be enough to accommodate his boyfriend’s homesickness and curb it slightly. He would hate to see a sullen and somber Jaesung Moon, it simply does not agree with the optimistic dhampir. So to hear how grateful he sounded, brought a smile across his face, beaming in delight hearing such words from him. He can never get enough of Jae, honestly. “I’m just glad you like them.” Resting his head properly and still not averting his gaze from the unearthly and insanely attractive male lying just next to him, in his embrace, the celestial was hit with reality. Shoot. “I might have forgotten to tell you that I did a dinner reservation for us today, but…let’s just stay indoors, hm? Better yet, let’s just stay in bed…” he mumbled, voice muffled against the dhampir’s body as he rolled over and ended up spooning the other male.

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