It had been a full month that passed since that night.  And thinking about it still brought this pain to her chest which she had never experienced before, heartbreak. The hardest part of it all was knowing the two of them still cared about one another like crazy but there was this massive wall between them which Ivy didn't know how to overcome. It had affected everything in her life, from people asking her if she had lost weight, to questioning if she was sick. Ivy was usually so good at hiding her emotions from others and putting a front but this, this had truly broken her and she had no one to blame but herself.

Her most recent movie had wrapped 2 weeks ago which meant she had free time since she came back to Evermore, her agent kept trying to convince her to do press opportunities or parties out in LA but she just wasn't interested in any of it. All she wanted to do was stay at home and stare at her phone, hoping maybe if she waited long enough and hoped, maybe she'd hear from the person she missed most. Was that too much to ask? She knew she was giving her space right now but this space was killing her, the not knowing where they stood was killing her. 

Her feelings weren't dulling down, if anything since they parted they had only made her long more and more for her. Ivy had just finished cooking dinner and settled herself in front of the TV in her pajamas, she had spent the past week or so like this, just trying to find anything to cheer her up. She was just getting into the story when she received a call from guard at the gate telling her there was someone insisting they wanted to be let inside. Ivy perked up for a moment wondering if maybe it was who she hoped it was before saying to let whoever it was come up to the house. 

In her curiosity and perhaps even desperation she completely forgot what she was wearing or the fact she wasn't wearing any makeup as she headed to the door so she could peer outside to see what was going on. 

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Ever since she found out about Ivy being *the* Tessa Blake, she has basically googled more and more about the female sitting before her right now. “I like Ivory Blake… I also like Tessa Blake. I like both of them.” Taealha wouldn’t lie and say she didn’t have feelings for the other her too. To the human, the Initia bared herself to her and she liked every part of that.

She blushed and giggled softly when she pointed out that she likes someone who’s stubborn “I like who I like… I’m not shy about it. Besides, someone who’s stubborn and hard headed would sometimes give you an edge… I need that in my life.” It keeps the excitement going. Was it right to be this happy though? With her?

“Yeah I’ve been steadily building my following…” Was that a bad thing, she thought. “That’s fine right…? Or do I need to deactivate? I don’t know the whole ordeal, maybe dating a famous celebrity means someone will also monitor my social media?” Or maybe she was just being dramatic and overreacting.

She swore her heart fluttered and everything around them just stopped for a brief moment when Ivy signed those words. She smiled softly and signed it back, saying “I like you too.” She grabbed her hand, intertwining their fingers together and walk happily to their ride. When they got inside, she would lean her head against her shoulder, snuggling the Initia slightly and typed “Can I stay at your place tonight?”

Ivy smiled softly when she said she liked both sides of her “That’s a relief…” she replied and nodded her head slightly “I used a different stage name to separate myself from the fame, sometimes I just want to feel like a regular girl, with a regular life” she added and bit her lip “Not that I’m ungrateful for what I have I just…need a break sometimes” Taealha made her feel like that normal girl, she never for a second questioned her intentions, she was always so pure.

“Noted” she replied when Taealha admitted she did like someone who was stubborn “Some people would see stubbornness as a vice but I get it, you like the certainty that someone will fight for you” she wanted to, there were so many nights she just wanted to show up at her place and beg her to forgive her. But it wasn’t the simplest thing to do and she had been scared of facing her.

“You don’t need to deactivate” she assured her immediately, she wouldn’t want her to give up anything she had for the sake of their relationship “Hell your Instagram was the whole reason we met in the first place…remember” she added and pressed her lips together. “But we should review your security settings, make sure only people you want to can contact you” if news about them did drop, she knew the human would be inundated with messages and she wanted to prevent that.

She blushed softly when Taya signed the words she said back to her, pressing her lips together and then smiling softly “Maybe you’ll teach me some more?” she wanted to learn for her, so that they didn’t always need to communicate via a screen and while there’s plenty that could be said between them without words, she wanted to make her smile the way she just did. “Of course…I wouldn’t feel okay leaving you alone anyway” she was worried about her honestly.

When Ivy told her she used a different stage name to separate her personal and professional life, Taealha nodded in understanding, that actually makes sense. “So… around me you are not Tessa Blake but Ivy Blake? Is that what you’re trying to say?” She murmured softly, she had those doe eyes that just screamed comfort. After realizing what she has done over the past few weeks, the human has come to terms with the fact that she likes Ivory Blake. A lot.

“You fought for me… and I am forever grateful for that… I have never had anyone to fight for me before…” She is an orphan, afterall. Who was going to fight for a girl who had nobody else in this world? Taealha was proud of the amount of followers she had accumulated when she first opened the social media page. The human meticulously curated her page so that people would follow her and be another one of her internet friends.

“I’ll edit my security settings when I have time…” She was sure not just fans of Tessa Blake would come bombarding her should the news break out that she is dating her, but also people from other parties who may or may not want to bring the celebrity down with something spicy. “I’ll be more than happy to teach you… so we can communicate better…” Sometimes the typing can be exhausting and less sincere, so Taealha yearned for a time when Ivy could sign to her.

The ride took shorter than she expected, but then again she had completely lost track of her time because she had been too worried and anxious for Leo. Before long, they arrived at the brunette’s residence and she followed the Initia inside, tugging on her sleeve like a puppy. “Woah… you have a really nice place… and it’s spacious too. I like the interior…” As expected, she had good taste. Ivy wasn’t the out in the open type of fashionista like Taealha was, but even the human knew the Initia was fashionable.

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